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:: The Basics
Age: 40
Ethnicity: Black
City, Region: Little Rock, Arkansas
Country: United States
Sign: Virgo
Education: Associates
Gender: Transgender
Height: 5.08 "
Weight: 150 pounds
Build: slender
Waist: 28"
Shoe Size: 7
:: Life Style
Style: Feminine
Closet: Friends Know
Hair: Other
Status: single
Drink: Social
Smoke: Other
Tattoos: None
Unusual Piercings: None
Spirituality: Other
:: Interests
Relationships, Friendships, Top, Versatile Top, Oral, Rimming, Hiv Positive, College Educated, Have Car, Have Own Place, Have Job, Adventurous, Foreplay
:: I Am Looking For
I'm looking for someone who is doing well on his own and not looking for a handout. I need someone who is willing to support the work I do in the LGBTQ and HIV/AIDS communities. I am looking for someone who will not stifle me living in my truth as a transgender woman and encourage me when I feel down. I'm looking for someone who will massage the tension out of my shoulders and will communicate with me about things going on with him. I don't want to be left in the dark to discover things at a later date. I can respect honesty.
:: Who I Am
I'm a very passionate person and I can come off as a bit of a crazy bitch at times, and I accept my flaws. I know that I am hardworking whether it is at my job, my advocacy or relationships. I am loyal, trustworthy and dedicated to the right man. I have met a few Mr. Right nows and I'm moving onward and upward.
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Posted 2015-10-22 00:22:26

Today is day 3 since I told my boyfriend that I don't want to be with him anymore. He is away in a different state for a while, but since he has been gone, I've had time to think about our entire 14-month relationship. I love him and am hurting. I am so strong in other areas of my life, but so weak for him whenever he is around me. He walks up on me and instantly I get bothered at the anticipation of his touch. I know that he used my desire for him against me. He was my weakness. I have been able to stand on my proclamation since he talked to me on the phone. I know I would never have been able to commit to our separation if he were in my presence. He did make me laugh and smile. He made me feel safe. Our problems were financial and his social life. I heard what he told me, but as a woman, i know what I felt. What he said simply didn't add up. Still, it hurts to not be with him and to know that he will not be walking through the door again. My heart is breaking because I need him here after being sexually assaulted in this apartment. I just want to feel safe. I don't necessarily require a commitment at this point. I'm so bothered by the assault, the breakup and financial troubles that I can't even think clearly. I definitely am having a problem focusing at work. Still, at the center of all of this confusion is my love for a man who could not give me what I needed. But is that reason enough to end the relationship?

 

 
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