My life is a never ending chapter, Once you think you have reach the ending there is always something new forcing you to keep writing. Some sentences are joyful, while others are full of pain. My life is a book full of surprises things just catch you off guard, shocking you, leaving you gasping for air, and forcing you to catch your breath....
March 19th, 2007 was the day I found out I was HIV positive. Being Hiv positive was probably my worse fear because I felt I would be alone and shunned out for this incurable disease. I felt it meant an automatic death that I wouldn't be able to control something deteriorating me from the inside out is what I thought this meant. Yet, There is hope within this deadly curse. If only, I would learn to manage my condition, keep my head up high; as well as my spirit life would not be this agonizing pain I imagined it to be. God has blessed me with a curse, as stupid as that may sound. Yet, he has given me much support from my family, friends, and out-siders that hear my story.
This is an obstacle I must face and fight with all of my might, I thought it was the end of my life when I got my diagnosis and everything seemed gloomy because I failed to realize this was only a new beginning. A brand new chapter in this crazy life of mines. I wanted to blame a particular person, but it was my own doing... A very foolish decision of mines that I must now face every day of my life. There is no turning back. The hands of time will only move forwards, and never backwards will it go...So this is something in life I must accept. |
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Happy Birthday Love and I hope you had a great and blessed day!
thanks for stopping thru my profile, I just had to 
back thru your spot and check you out. Much 
