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Open minded. Very private. Family first... Open dudes do not make me want u no matter how hard you are. I like to be private regardless how deep I freak. And yes, HiV poz since 2000 and have been undetectable since then too. Know your status and get on top YO shit so we can squash the epidemic. People don't realize that you can't spread HIV if you take your meds and become undetectable, which can occur in the first week or two after starting meds. This is why they tell us to know your stats, because if you don't know you're positive, you don't know you're contagious. The shit is not hard to do. JUST KNOW! There has to be sufficient amount of virus induced into the body before a person can become infected. The sad shit about it, this is old news, years old. Since my issue with this 'condition', not disease, I moped around for years thinking I was gross. Its really not like that. Many non-positive people were more educated than I was about this shit. I've been invited to the lives f end and women who are NOT positive. I can't sleep with everybody but I had several relationships since 2000 and most times the sex was raw. Only one person came up positive... because, they were having unprotected sex with someone who did not know they had HIV at all I was told. However, not everyone is down with routines like, brushing their teeth. Its daily too. To be stay protected and to remain uninfectious I'm taking mine and its not going to be a daily conversation or a parade about it. Just don't take my word for it. Read, research, and recognize! However, although I've tested poz, my pref is non positive persons to date or freak with. But don't get me bent or twist son... I became positive while in a LTR, not freaking. Back then I deprived myself of dating and sex because I was shy and feared Aids. Then I met a liar and wasted nearly 3 years thinking this nigga was DL for real because he'd been married with three kids, but he was a dick hopper. When diagnosed they didn't even tell me. I was on to another DL Ltr... that's a long story... 5yrs in... 2yrs to get out alive... Because we both were DL, but he was evil. HIV did not help our situation. Now in not so inthused about connecting on that personal level anymore. I've gotten older. I love my grey hairs but they are well before my time. I have given until I HV nothing emotional left. I s like u fuck or get fucked and the feeling is usually left there in the moment. People think I'm an arrogant dude because I am so private. Well, my condition isn't everyone's business although I give others the option to choose if they wanna get down. Trust me, I get tons off offers; some to chill and discuss life on this side of hiv and some just want to sex out their tensions. Some offered to pay just because I didn't fear them... Right now though... I'm in an open relationship with a verse top nigga with so much wood. So I'm not looking for a relationship. We have played tag. He just can't deal with other tops. But that's another long story. Holla...