He was talking to me as he held me tight then he turned his head. When he looked I looked as it was Terry looking on shocked at what he saw. For the simple fact that I was already in his arms and caught I didn't move. Chris was just holding me still as he looked at Terry a little shocked
Terry: What the he'll is this? Little brother and Chris what's going on here?
Chris: Nothing Terry! Go back in the house we coming now.
Terry: Nothing! You not about to have my baby brother acting like a thot Chris. I get that you two love each other but Mjay if this who you want fool with let Jason go. I'm not going let no nigga be calling you a thot cause you cheating.
Me: Terry your a little drunk and I'm not a that
Terry: you acting like one right now you laid up on a nigga that ain't your boyfriend. Chris said Terry watch your mouth now you getting disrespectful. Terry then said hey I'm drunk but sane! Chris you my brother and all but you should know better. Stop this now before someone get hurt. Yes I maybe drunk and Yes I've cheated in the past but that's why I can speak on it
Terry's Thoughts: Dang look at these two! I know it wasn't going be long before this happens again. They in love and this is the type of shit that happens when it's true love. We all see it and feel it only Mjay was in denial. It's cute to see them two though and I just want my little brother be happy but not like this but the right way. Cheating isn't in Mjay's character but I guess when it's true love you don't care. I knew him and Jason we're headed for a road of destruction but I only could've been a supportive big brother.
Terry: Anyway you both grown so I ain't going say another word. Terry just smiled then he went back inside. I then got up out of Chris arms then I stand up and so did he. I leaned up against the wall then he came in front of me as he said you ok?
Me: Yea I'm good as he got closer to me like he was going kiss me. Then he said lets go inside and I was like what cause I had my eyes closed and lips puckered ready. I was a little shame as I started to laugh then we went inside. Everyone was still in there having a good time drinking. I sat down for a bit watching how Dion was cutting up with the frat boy and Nate was just kissing up with the girl from the party. Terry and Chris went in the kitchen away from everyone so I decided to go by the door to see what's going on with those two. I went to the kitchen door bracing my back to the wall on the side listening to the conversation.
Terry: My brother you know I love you but what are you doing right now.
Chris: what are you talking about Terry lay off that Bacardi oak heart.
Terry: you know what I'm talking about. He looked at Chris with this sure look. Then he said I'm talking about you and my little brother starting this affair.
Chris: it ain't no affair we haven't done anything but kiss. Listen to be honest I don't want fool with him while he with someone cause I don't want Jason get hurt. You know how much I love Mjay and how much I want be back in Kj,s life. I don't know, it's just like something started burning again since I came here today. I always knew I wanted him back but I never knew how much until a few hours ago. He started to cry then he said I miss him so much Terry,so much that this year have been torture without him. I'm going play things straight with Mjay and tell him he can't fool with me until he's single. That's Chris the grown man talking but I know he loves me but I don't want tangle up his feelings and make him and emotional wreck.
Terry: Aww after all these years I just have to say this! You too still cute with this gay shit and I know you too belong together. Daddy even ask me the other day if you and Mjay make up yet. Just let him come to you and just play it cool don't force it. My little brother got some things to iron out for himself but good thing is he still love you.
Chris: I know and I don't want fuck up things for him if he truly is happy. He said I will talk to him tomorrow. I stayed there just listening as I heard this little voice behind me saying
KJ: Daddy what are you doing
Me: Nothing baby! Where you going and you suppose to be in bed
KJ: Daddy it's the weekend can I stay up a little more please. T and I watching cartoons and then this movie coming on Disney channel. I really want watch them daddy please just a little longer.
Me: a hour more and that's that ok. You need your rest because you are still growing.
KJ: Ok he said as he put his head down. Can I get a pudding out the fridge?
KJ and I went in the kitchen to get him and Terrell a snack. As we did Chris picked him up then said hey you suppose to be in bed yet you in this kitchen looking for a snack he said. KJ laughed then he said Chris your such a big head as he laughed harder. Chris was just looking at me but he starring hard the way he normally do that turns me on. He looked then smirked as he said I want a snack too.i just laughed then he said lm serious though as he laughed.
Being the nigga that I am I took out three pudding out the fridge, two for the kids and one for Chris. When I gave it to him with the spoon he just started laughing. He laughed so hard he couldn't contain himself and the funny thing is he took it from me and ate it. Terry just looked on and he was like yawl really got to stop with this cute shit. Yawl play too much!
The night went by smoothly as I was in KJ's room watching cartoons with them. He told me he was sleeping in his room tonight so I went to my bed as Dion and Nate was in there rooms getting lucky. Every time I think about it I realize that I'm no different then Dion so I got to be a man about this situation. I still love Chris and it has never been more clear than it is now. It's so dam easy to love him and our souls are in twined with each other. I know it's wrong, but the way I'm going about it feels so right. I was laying down in my bed just thinking how the hell did I get to this point so quickly. Even after all the stuff Chris and I been through I still love him and that shit just won't fade or go away. It's like I can't escape him and I don't want to. I laid there just thinking about hurting Jason and then it clicked that he didn't call me when he said he would.
I got up out the bed to go get some water and Chris was still sitting up in the front room in the dark. He sacred me a bit so I said Chris what are you doing. He then said I had a bad dream so I just sitting up a bit. He was staring a little and he was shirtless just in boxers. His body got so much more defined then when we were together. He was ripped and it looks super good on him as he came in the kitchen to get some water so I poured him some. As he walked to get the glass from me, I was looking at his defined V cut. I said your body has gotten really ripped. He said yea I've been hitting the gym but I moved into a house that I bought down from Jovonnie and I added a gym in it. I also added a play room that got different stuff in it but you'll see I guess. He then said I going back sit down until I fall sleep. He said good night and he said by the way your body has gotten really defined as well. He then said you look like a man now and it's super sexy especially with that beard grown in.
Me: Thanks I try
Chris: Naw you aren't trying you doing you look good so embrace it. Don't mind me going on yapping though go get some sleep.
Me: I said ok goodnight then he turned around and I watch that fat ass walk all the way to the sofa. I thought to myself , dam that ass got super fat. I felt kind of bad that everyone was in a bed and he sleeping on that hard ass sofa. As I got to my room door I said do you want to sleep with me? I mean I don't want you to sleep on that hard sofa.
Chris: you sure that's a good idea
Me:Not a good idea but I don't want you to sleep on the hard ass sofa. I mean you can stay on the sofa if you want too.
Chris: I coming as he laughed then he said but no touching
Me: Of course not
He came in the room with me and I locked the door behind him. We got in the bed then he stayed to his side of the bed as we got under the covers. We dozed off and I was in a good sleep but I jumped up when I heard him crying saying mom. He was sweating and I was scared for him. When we was together when his mom first died he use to get like this but it seems he has gotten worst. What I use to do was hold him and he slept like a baby. I tapped him then I said come as I opened my arms. He knew this was how I comforted him when he had nightmares as he crawled into my arms. He kissed me on my neck then he said thank you. I know I wasn't suppose to be cuddling with another man but he needed me. About a few minutes later we dozed off and he never woke again through the night.
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