Rula- why ... Why did you leave me ?
Nell- because i wasnt feeling it at all . I think its best i let you do what you gotta do down there .
Rula- but i wanted you here for Christmas babe .
Nell- i know ...
Rula- so dont go on that plane . Come back to me im sorry . Im over here looking like a lil bitch .
Nell- how .?
Rula- begging you to come back .
Nell- ill see you when you come back .
Rula- babe if its about yesterday im sorry ill try to do better with that kind of situation .
Nell- its not just that babe forreal im fine . I thought about it and i understand how it can be hard .
Rula- so come back man please yo .
Nell- Dre ...
Rula- ight whatever i guess . Ill let you go .
Nell- i love you .
Rula- yeah love you too ( ends it quick )
I sat there waiting for my flight feeling bad for leaving . But i wasnt feeling it at all . I didnt feel welcomed by his friends and i didnt want to ruin anything for Rula . So i decided to just free myself and leave . Less drama he has to deal with right ?
I opened the door to my house and my momma was cooking and some of my family from my Dad and Moms side was in the house .
Uncle- AYE BOY !
CousinLaya- Nelllllly !!!
Nell- Hey everyone !
Momma- boy what you doing back .
Nell- ( shakes head ) long story .
Momma- jesus ! Well im glad your back with your family !
Nell- so am i !
Dad- Wassup son ?
Nell- not much about to go upstairs and take a quick nap .
Dad- yea you do that cause more fam is coming over .
Nell- ight ight .
I said hi to everyone and went upstairs took a quick shower and threw on some shorts socks and a shirt and climbed in bed . Before i took my nap i saw a group chat pop up on my phone .
Amiya, Tey, Ty, Jai, and Leo .
Amiya- house hopping or nahhh ?
Ty- ( side eyes )
Tey- ehhh ..
Jai- im down
Leo- i mean its whatever for me .
Amiya- oh shit i forgot Nell isnt here with us :(
Nell- ( sends a selfie of myself in my bed ) ( side eye emoji )
Amiya- OMG ! What are you doing home ?
Nell- just wanted to be with the fam .
Jai- sure ...
Nell- stfu Jai .
Ty- aye Cornell
Nell- what ?
Ty- send me those videos ....
Nell- lmfao okay .
Tey- what videos ?
Leo- RIGHHHHT !
Nell- mind yall buisness . Im taking a nap . See yall later maybe .
After i sent the videos too Ty he messaged me back ( heart eyes emojis ) i just wrote " smh freak ass " . Then he just read it . And as i was putting my phone down i heard the FT noise and it was from Leo .
FT with Leo .
Nell- ( sits the phone up on the dresser and lays there ) whats up ?
Leo- ( in the bathroom with his shorts on lotioning his body ) not shit about to go jog and shit .
Nell- oh thats whats up ( tries not to look at his body )
Leo- yo come with me . Dont be lazy .
Nell- hell no i need rest !
Leo- aw come on ( moves back from the camera more rubbing his head looking at himself in the mirror )
Nell- ( notices hes freeballing ) um ... Put on some compression shorts .
Leo- i will damn . Why you looking ?
Nell- cause its noticable ... Duh
Leo- oh yeah i forgot your a bulge watcher . Haha
Nell- shut up . Can i take my nap now.
Leo- wheres the necklace i gave you ?
Nell- in my pants pocket .
Leo- why ?
Nell- cause for reasons .
Leo- Rula ?
Nell- yeah ...
Leo- its just a necklace ...
Nell- yeah from a dude who likes me ? Plus he had bought me a necklace also so ...
Leo- so thats why your wearing his huh ?
Nell- thats my bf Leo .
Leo- yeah ight . Ill let you rest peace ( ends the FT )
I layed there with a stupid ass face on . Cant believe he lowkey got upset with me . I turned on my other side and closed my eyes .
4 hours later
???- wake ya ass up nigga !
Nell- whaaaat ?
???- its Kimani dumbass .
Nell- get out nigga !
Kimani- Aunty told me to wake you up .
Nell- ugh ! Wassup cuz
Kimani- not much yo bored as shit . Cant wait to go to college !
Nell- me either !
Kimani- We should go together .
Nell- Yeahhh ight we wouldnt get no work done fucking with you .
Kimani- im a changed man haha .
Nell- no the hell you arent !
Kimani- nah but yoooo let me show you this shit . ( sits on my bed and shows me a vid of him and his boys running a train on some girl )
Nell- and your a changed man huh ? Move nigga !
Kimani - she was loving it though . You need to live a little !
Nell- oh i am ...
Kimani- not sleeping your life away your not .
Nell- i have a bf .
Kimani- oooooooo sounds exciting .........
Nell- sarcastic ass .
Kimani- who is he .
Nell- Rula .
Kimani- YOU LIEN !!! Dre ?
Nell- yes Dre ...
Kimani- i get my weed from him everytime . I wouldve never thought he went that way .
Nell- yeah hes out now .
Kimani- damnnn thats crazy !
FT from Rula .
Nell- there he is now ( answers the FT )
Rula- yo what the fuck is this shit im hearing ?
Nell- huh ?
Rula- dont act stupid Nell .
Nell- Mani can you step out ill be down in a few .
Kimani- ight fam . ( walks out )
Rula- G telling me some shit .
Nell- Really Rula ? What did he say ?
Rula- that you grabbed his dick at the club . Did you ?
Nell- hell no i didnt ! But he pushed up on me ... And told me not to say anything .
Rula- G would never push up on another nigga .
Nell- Wow ... So you dont believe me ?
Rula- its hard to believe is all im saying . Kind of explains why you up and left .
Nell- ight this is some bullshit . WHY the fuck would i do that ? If i aint grabbing Leos why the fuck would i grab Gavins ?
Rula- chill out .
Nell- nah cause we arguing for nothing . At the end of the day i didnt touch shit on him .
Rula- ight i believe you ...
Nell- you dont . I can tell but its all good .
Rula- i do believe you babe . Its just hard to believe thats all .
Nell- not really . Cause for some people its hard to believe that you go that way .
Rula- ( got quiet )
Nell- exactly ...
Rula- my bad ... You leaving got me fucked up forreal though .
Nell- how ?
Rula- cause you know how special this shit was to me and you left .
Nell- ... I never really thought about it like that . Im sorry .
Rula- its fine ill live .
Nell- damn ...
Rula- you good . Hit me later, Merry Christmas ... I love you .
Nell- i love you too .
Rula ended the FT and my hearr dropped . I was to busy thinking about my feelings and forgot my partners feelings .
Later that day
After i spent most of the day with my daughter and baby momma . I finally hit back ol girl from the club . After that night she found me on Fb and kept blowing me up so i decided to meet up with her . To let her know whats up .
When i got to the starbucks she wanted me to meet her at . She was sitting inside looking real classy . When i walked in she took her shades off and smiled .
Girl- Hey sexy . You been ignoring me ... Why ?
Rula- Listen beautiful . Im not single ight ?
Girl- i dont care if you was or not . I want you ( bites lip and lifts leg under the table rubbing inbetween Rulas legs )
Rula- ( closes his eyes and bites his lip ) you need to stop . Dead ass
Girl- but you dont want me to . ( stands ) do you ( turns a little )
Rula- ( looks her up and down ) ...
Girl- ( points to the bathroom ) let me show you what i can do . You aint a pussy right ?
Rula- ( stands up ) pussy? Never that ma ...
Girl- Then fuck me ... ( Walks to the bathroom )
So you already know we went house hopping of course . It was only Amiya , Tey , Leo and i . Jai ended up backing out and Ty had stopped responding .
We was at Amiyas house and they were lit as always .
Amiya- Ayeee milly rock JJ( Amiyas lil cousin ) ! Get it !!! Ahhhh ayeeee ! ( milly wops )
Nell- ( bobs head and records ) ayee !
Tey- yall aint doing nothing . ( stands and starts dancing )
Leo- OKAY bruh !!!
Nell- see now yall know . About to get me started ( milly rocks sitting down )
Leo- get up !
I got up and started dancing . All the teens and stuff in the basement was screaming when we took turns dancing and shit .
Leo- HAHA @yall thinking yall killing shit .
Nell- ( stops ) shut up ! You know we are . And since you talking that mush get up !
Leo got up and started dancing pulling his shirt up a little as he danced and all i could do was watch . It shocked me though cause dude had skills . When he was done he sat next to me on the couch and took my phone so he could see the recording .
Leo- ( watching the video ) hey hey hey ! Look at me nigga killin shit . You better post it !
Nell- i will shut up . ( watches it )
As we were watching it a text message came in from Rula and said call me please important . When Leo seen it he tried to push the message back up quickly . But i took my phone and went up stairs and out the door . When i got outside i called Rula .
Phone with Rula
Rula- Babe ...
Nell- whats wrong ?
Rula- I love you ..
Nell- i love you too . Whats wrong ?
Rula- i met up with that girl from the club .
Nell- ... True
Rula- when we was talking she touched my dick with her foot .
Nell- yup ...
Rula- she tried to get me to fuck her in the bathroom .
Nell- you did huh ?
Rula- do you think i would do that to you ?
Nell- I would hope not .
Rula- well i didnt . When she went in the bathroom i left out . I wanted to let you know cause i dont wanna hide no bullshit from you . Imma keep saying your the only person i want .
Nell- i have a question
Rula- what ?
Nell- why would you meet up with her anyways .
Rula- cause to be honest . I wanted to fuck her im not even gonna lie to you . But until i face that shit . I would just be holding it in . And if i could walk away from pussy like that . I know im taking a huge ass step .
Nell- Thank you .
Rula- Nah thank you .
Nell- why ?
Rula- cause if i dare said some shit like this to a chick . She wouldve went off and never believed me .
Nell- well i trust you . So i know you arent lien to me .
Rula- im coming home tomorrow . Cant wait to hold you .
Nell- i cant wait to see you .
Rula- i love you and only you .
Nell- i love you more baby .
Rula- call me tonight ight ?
Nell- i will .
Rula- damn im lucky to have you .
Nell- why you say that ?
Rula- cause i was expecting you to go off on me .
Nell- theres no since of all that . Im just glad you told me what was up .
Rula- Gotta tell it all or nothing . Just like you and Leo ...
Nell- what about us ?
Rula- i know its hard ...
Nell- i guess .
Rula- i went off on you about the necklace cause i was jealous . And seeing your snapchat lowkey had me pissed . But i trust you thats why i dont say shit .
Nell- babe . You dont have to worry .
Rula- i know i dont ...
Rula- whats up babe ?
Nell- Thank you for being honest though forreal . I know its hard to turn down shit like that . Its new to you o understand .
Rula- i would never wanna hurt you again though . The whole time i was thkining about you . Couldnt get you out my head . . . Fuck i wish you didnt leave man .
Nell- yes i felt fucked up about that too . I apologize
Rula- you good . That ass is mine tomorrow though . You fucked up
Nell- i fucked up !? Ha ! Okay, tomorrow we will see .
Rula- we will . Now go have fun call me tonight dont forget . Love you
Nell- love you too !
Back at my House in my Room
Amiya- mmm your mother be throwing down !
Tey- right ! This banana pudding though my nigga !
Leo- fucking greedy asses .
Nell- lets watch a movie or something ?
Tey- a scary one !
Amiya- yes lets do it .
I got up and went to get a scary movie called " They " ... This was the most scariest movie to me . When i put it in and turned around Amiya and Tey was already cuddled up at the end of the bed and Leo was in my covers sitting up against the headboard, so i went and got in and sat on the other side after i turned the lights off .
While the movie was going i could swear Tey was fingering Amiya . Cause she kept moving and making weird noises .
Leo on the other hand was leaned up on me leaning in my lap on his phone .
Leo- Sooo i just started talking to her ( shows a pic ) what you think ?
Nell- shes pretty . I hope she aint crazy though .
Leo- she seems cool for now .
Nell- yeah FOR NOW !
Leo- shut up . ( goes through his pictures and shows me a naked picture of him in the mirror )
Nell- whoaaaaa ... ( pushes it away )
Leo- haha what ?
Nell- um nothing nigga nothing .
Leo- say it yo .
Nell- its big ...
Leo- you said that before .
Nell- so why ask ?
Leo- i like to hear you say it . Prob ?
Nell- ( pushes him to sit up )
Leo- oh its like that Nell ?
Nell- im watching the movie .
Leo- bet ...
I took out my phone to check to see if i had messages and i had just iG likes on my pic i put up of us 4 . As i was looking at who liked it Leo put his hand over my phone and looked over at me .
Leo- thought you was watching the movie ?
Nell- i am ... Move !
Leo- ( puts the phone on sleep mode and hooks his pointer finger onto Nells pinky finger and holds it ) watch the movie ...
Nell- ight ight . Can i have my pinky back ?
Leo- shhh chill shorty .
I shook my head and watched the movie . But as we was watching it . He had fully locked his fingers into mine and stared at me . My heart was racing . Felt like i was about to explode . I quickly let go off his grip and walked out the room .
I went into the bathroom and sat there for a bit trying to get my head together and my heart . Then the bathroom door opened and Leo stood there staring at me .
Leo- you good ?
Nell- im fine .
Leo- you still get nervous around me huh ?
Wanted to give yall something tonight !!!
Thumbs up !
Thank you !