Later that night
I waited outside my house for Rula because he said he was on his way . And all i could think of was what Leo said to me but still somewhere deep inside of me knows its all talk . Because hes not mentally ready . And it all just really sucks knowing that you want someone so bad but you dont want to hurt them cause your not ready .
I actually felt bad for Leo . He tells me how much he misses me and all that good stuff but isnt ready to actually fall deep in love . Or maybe is that what hes afraid of ? .
I stood up as i seen Rula pulling up in his truck . When i got in he looked pissed .
Nell- whats wrong babe ?
Rula- nothing im good .
Nell- so your gonna lie ?
Rula- ( gribs steering wheel harder ) i said im good babe .
Nell- why cant you talk to me openly like i talk to you ?
Nell- ight ...
Rula- its nothing serious .
Nell- doesnt seem like it .
Rula- just fall back ight ?
Nell- well i hope you fix your attitude before we get to your new house .
Rula- ( takes his hand and flicks Nells mouth ) who you talking to ?
Nell- ( slaps Rulas hand ) you ...
Rula- how was the food shopping .
Nell- it was ight . How was your day . Why are you upset ?
Rula- ( turns up the music )
I just sat back and started talking shit but he couldnt hear me cause of the music blasting . After awhile he turned it down .
Rula- chinese ?
Nell- im not hungry .
Rula- i couldve stayed in Texas .
Nell- pull over .
Rula- i was only fucking with you relax .
Nell- nah you wasnt go back . I can careless .
Rula- thats how you feel ?
Nell- no no no you just dont want to tell me whats wrong with you .
Rula- Dee has just been in my head lately . I dont know why hes acting like this .
I sat there quiet as fuck . Cause i knew why.
Rula- that nigga and i use to be the best of friends . Now its like i have a disease or i killed his dog or something .
Nell- hmm ...
Rula- what ?
Nell- nothing just tired .
Rula- not hungry ?
Nell- not really .
Rula- ight well we can go home .
When i finally got to see this new house my mouth dropped . And Rula just stood there smiling .
Rula- soon babe your gonna be here with me .
Nell- baby this is dope as shit !
Rula- you didnt even go inside yet .
Nell- well what are we waiting for ?
Rula- come on .
Rula opened the door and i ran around the house to look at everything like a lil kid .
Nell- ( yells from upstairs ) this mustve been already furnished !!?
Rula- yea most of it .
Nell- damn i would love this
Rula- you will love this ( walks up the stairs holding the front of his sweats )
Nell- damn babe .
Rula- ( holds Nell tightly ) we get stronger each day .
Nell- and i love it .
Rula- ( kisses Nell ) lets shower .
Rula walked me to the bathroom and took my clothes off and i took his off . We got inside and washed each other off . We got a lil feely touchy in there .
When we got out we dried off and oiled our bodies then got in the bed . As he dimmed the lights . I laid there staring into his eyes .
Rula- you like what you see ?
Nell- of course i do weirdo .
Rula- haha oh im weird ?
Nell- yes ... But i know the reason why hes acting like this .
Rula- who Dee ?
Rula- what is it ?
Nell- he misses the old you i guess .
Rula- the old me ?
Nell- i guess ever since you started talking to me you changed . He sent me something . But i didnt want to show you . It was hard for me to watch . Just promise me you will not get upset after you watch the video and read the message he sent after.
Rula- im not promising anything . Let me see it .
Rula- nell dont fuck with me . Give me your phone ( sits up )
I turned in the bed and took my phone off the dresser and started the video and gave it to Rula . His eyes got wide and he kept looking at me as we heard Demitri yelling . Towards the end when Dee gave me that little message , Rula put the phone down and stared at me .
Rula- he will not lay a finger on you . Trust me
Nell- i trust you
Rula- FUCK ! ( gets out the bed and puts clothes on )
Nell- wait where are you going . ( gets out the bed )
Rula- get back in the bed . I will be back ...
Nell- NO Rula what the hell are you about to do .
Rula- ( throws on hoody then walks over and kisses Nells lips ) i will be back just stay in bed . When you wake up ill be right there holding you . I love you
Nell- i love you too ...
He charged out the room and i fell back on the bed yelling " FUCK FUCK FUCK ! "
I went to my phone and called Amiya.
Amiya- hello ?
Nell- im sorry im calling so late . But theres mad shit going on .
Amiya- whats wrong ?
Nell- Dee has been trying to break me and Rula up . So he sent a video of him literally raping demitri .
Amiya- WHAT ? Is he okay ?
Nell- yes i spoke to him . And in the video Dee said that i was next . So i showed Rula and he just left . Amiya what if he does something too crazy .
Amiya- he wouldnt leave you and do some dumb shit without getting away with it . That man loves you !
Nell- this i know ... But fuck ! What if he doesnt come back .
Amiya- he will Nell just go to sleep .
Nell- ight ight ill stop thinking about it . Goodnight
Amiya- Goodnight ill see you in school .
Nell- ight love you .
Amiya- love you too !
I drove up to Dees house and banged on the door. I was pissed as fuck !
When he opened the door i punched the fuck out of him and 2 girls he had inside started screaming . I stood over him and stared down at him.
Rula- what the fuck has gotten into you ?
Dee- fuck you Dre !
Rula- fuck me !? First you steal my money then you raping niggas and sending threats to MINE ? Are you fucking crazy .
Dee- ( gets up and stands there ) get out my house !
Rula- no ! Whats with you !
Dee- nigga whats with me ? We are all we got and your stupid ass over there playing house with some nigga ! You forgot all about me ! Your own fucking brother nigga .
Rula- i havent forgot shit ! Maybe you need to get your life together and find you someone ! Im not gonna be here everyday of your life ! You need to get out of this shit !
Dee- You dont fucking get it !
Rula- WHAT !?
Dee- Your fucking gay Dre ! Do you not see this shit ? How are you gonna have kids ? How can you make a family huh !?
Rula- there are many ways ! And thats not for you to worry about . Your jealous . I can see it all over you ! Man the fuck up and do something with yourself .
Dee- ( picks up vase and throws it ) FUCK YOU DRE !
Rula- I dont give a fuck have a tantrum and you know what i expect more out of you being my OLDER brother . But look at you . How can you rape Demitri like that !? To prove WHAT ? You got power ?
Dee- ( stands there )
Rula- your fucked up for that shit and YOU have to live with it . And if i EVER catch you anywhere near CORNELL FUCKING TAYLOR . Your done and i mean that shit. Dont fuck with me !
I turned away and walked out slamming his door . I got in my truck and called Cornell but he didnt answer . He mustve been sleep .
I rushed back home just to let Nell know im safe and he had nothing to worry about .
My alarm went off and i opened my eyes and felt arms around me tightly . It was Rula i smiled hard as fuck wanting to wake him up but i just slipped out of bed and let him sleep a lil while longer . I went into the bathroom and took my shower . When i was done i came out in my towel and Rula still laid there sleeping peacefully . I decided that i was gonna take the bus to Amiyas house since my car was home and just let him sleep .
When i was finish getting dressed i text Amiya that i was on my way to her house and i went over to Rula and kissed his cheek . He moved a little and i walked out the room quickly . And took a orange juice out the fridge before i left out .
When i got on the bus i sat in the back and just put my headphones on and listened to music . When they got to the next stop to pick up people there was this boy that came on around my age . He wore his sweats hanging off his ass with a hoody over his head with some timbs . He was athletic built not to big but he was tall about 6'3 ... I seen he had 2 earrings in his ear and he was darkskinned . His lips were dark too i guess from smoking . He wasnt ugly looking at all but it looked like he smoked some serious shit . When he fully turned to walk to a seat my eyes got wide and we made eye contact but he just sat down . My heart starting beating fast as hell because i know this dude . We went to school together and he had got in trouble and went to jail for awhile but we never knew for what . When we had class together he would bully me sometimes ... YES surprising i know . When i would go to the bathroom he would grab my ass . But i always was scared of him . It was just something about him . But as we started getting over he would just stare at me . On FB he would write me random messages that i never responded too . Such as asking me did i smoke . Asking me why i liked guys . But i never answered .
He turned to look back at me but i turned my head quickly and looked out the window . Then while the bus was moving . I saw him get up out his seat and walk my way . He stood in front of me and i looked up at him . I can tell he was high as shit . He pulled 1 of my headphones back and said ...
??- Dont remember me ?
Nell- uh nah sorry ( puts Headphone back on )
??- ( takes both headphones out ) Cornell right ? Still scared of me huh?
Nell- i dont know what your talking about . That was a long time ago .
??- so you do know who i am ...
Nell- i dont remember your name .
??- Marcus ...
Nell- oh okay nice ...
Marcus- give me your phone .
Nell- nah ...
Marcus- ( laughs and puts his hand over his mouth ) so its like that ?
Nell- like what ? You can just steal my shit im good .
Marcus- ( takes out his iphone 6 ) do it look like i want yours ? Nah homey .
Nell- i have a bf and i dont think he'll like that .
Marcus- Bet ... Was gonna say i dont give a fuck but what makes you think i want to talk to you on that level ? Dont assume shit blood .
Nell- your right ...
Marcus- yeah just wanted to smoke with you and chill . I got a lady and shit . But you might be to afraid to chill with a nigga like me .
Nell- trust me im not .
Marcus- so ...
Nell- still not getting my number . You got me on fb .
Marcus- ( laughs ) aight ... I see you .
He walked away and i let out a big sigh of relief . Before he sat down he looked back at me one more time .
When it was time for me to get off, Marcus got off too .
Marcus- where you going ?
Nell- to my friends house so we can go to school .
Marcus- oh who i live over here too .
Nell- uh you remember Amiya ?
Marcus- oh shit that be her i always see ! I knew she looked familiar .
Nell- yeah ...
Marcus- well since you acting weird imma turn down my street . Peace .
Nell- ight .
I walked further up the street and rang the bell . Amiya came to the door with her eyes watery and came outside and locked the door .
Amiya- hey bestfriend , lets go .
Nell- um why have you been crying ?
Amiya- ( gets in the car and hands me her phone ) look
I looked at her phone and she sent him screen shots of this girl on Fb writing her about Tey . And how hes been fucking with her . And sent her dick pics of Tey .
Nell- what !? This shit gotta be old i hope . She probably tryna just break yall up .
Amiya- go look at me and his text messages .
I went to there text messages and it read ...
Amiya- ( Sends screenshots )
Tey- babe ...
Amiya- dont babe me Tey ... What is this ...
Tey- i fucked up ... Ight this was when we first started talking . I been stopped talking to her .
Amiya- just stop lien to me . Im done
Tey- Done ? Dont say that shit to me . That bitch just likes me alot . I dont want her never did .
Amiya- did you have sex with her last week ...
Amiya- FUCK YOU TEY ! You just fucking lied to me ... Dont say shit to me ever . I swear
Tey- i fucked up okay ! Im not gonna lie yes i fucked her ... I shouldnt have i know but i want you and only you . Just give me 1 more chance ...
I looked over at Amiya and tears just kept falling down her face .
Amiya- i blocked him ... Im so done with relationships Cornell .
Nell- damn yo Tey seem like he was down for you like legit !
Amiya- yeah thats why you cant trust noone !
Nell- ugh today is gonna feel weird . And i seen this girl in school .
Amiya- yes i do too . I cant even be mad at her . Everyone knew we were together . But he fell into that shit . And got caught !
( My phone vibrates )
Nell- Tey just texted me .
Amiya- i dont want to hear anything he has to say .
We pulled up to Tyrells house and he got inside the car .
Tyrell- yo whats wrong with Miya ?
Nell- Tey ...
Tyrell- they broke up ?
Amiya- yes i broke up with that cheating ass bitch !
Nell- dont even start driving . Get out and let me .
When we got to the school we seen Leo and Tey with the basketball team . It seem as if Tey was actually yelling at that girl who sent Amiya the text .
When we got out the car Amiya held onto her purse and started walking and looking at her phone . As we started coming close to them . Tey yelled to the girl " Get away from me you crazy ass " . We walked passed them and went into the school . 5 seconds later we hear " Amiya ! "
I turned and it was Tey .
Tey- Amiya can we please talk .
Nell- Tey just give her some time .
Tey- no Nell i need her . I fucked up man .
Nell- yes we know . Just let her breathe . Its too much on her right now . You made her look stupid yo .
Tey- ( puts his hand on his head ) ight fuck ...
Tey walked away and Amiya was out of sight . I went to where her locker was and i seen her getting her books .
Nell- Listen after school lets go out okay ? We need to clear your head .
Amiya- no im fine honestly .
Nell- no your not . You are acting like me ! Your too calm . This isnt you at all . So after school drop me home so i can get my jeep and ill come to get you and we gonna go out and chill . Just us 2 and Tyrell too if you want .
Amiya- just us two would be good .
Nell- bet give me a hug .
Amiya- ew no !
I hugged her tightly and she said Thank you . I smiled and walked away to my locker . As i was getting my books out i felt someones hand on my shoulder .
Jai- Aye boyyy ! Wassup ?
Nell- not much . Just ready for this day to be over .
Jai- aw ight . So me and some of the football team are going to dave and busters tonight .
Nell- thats crazy cause i was taking Amiya there tonight .
Jai- ohh how is she taking it ?
Nell- damn you know too ?
Jai- i mean come on why wouldnt i know .
Nell- well shes okay imma just try to make her happy .
Jai- ight cool well i guess ill see you tonight loose booty .
Nell- whatever .
I went to homeroom and sat in my seat and checked my phone . I had a missed call from Rula and a text message .
Rula- Babe where are you ?
Nell- ( sends him a selfie ) school lol
Rula- why didnt you wake me up so i can take you ?
Nell- babe just relax . You needed rest so i let you sleep . I took the bus to Amiyas and rode with her .
Rula- next time just wake me okay ?
Nell- babe i was fine ...
Rula- i just want you safe .
Nell- i was .
Rula- smh anything couldve happened .
Nell- your just over thinking babe .
Rula- just tell me next time ight . Theres too much shit going on .
Rula- dont do that .
Nell- well im going out with Amiya tonight . You might need to know that too .
Rula- listen stop being a fucking jokester . Im serious about mine ight ? I just want you safe .
Nell- i know you do .
Rula- so let me do my job .
Rula- dont be mad either .
Nell- im not .
Rula- send me a picture right now then .
Nell- ( sends him a pic of me with a straight face ) see .
Rula- ( sends a picture of him standing in the bathroom mirror naked ) fix your face now .
Nell- ( Sends a picture of him biting his lip ) damn babe .
Rula- now get back to work . See you tonight ?
Nell- yes im coming over . Prob real late .
Rula- ight baby .
Before i put my phone away i stared at the picture and my dick started to get hard . I locked my phone and pushed my dick down .
After my first 3 classes flew by i was at lunch with Amiya, Ty, and Jai.
Jai- how you feeling Miya ?
Amiya- im actually doing good .
Nell- hey you know Jai and some of the football players are going to D&B tonight .
Amiya- let me guess thats where you were taking me ?
Amiya- i guess Ty can come too then.
Tyrell- damn yall wasnt gonna invite me ?
Amiya- no no no Nell was but i didnt want to be around people . But its fine now .
Nell- we are going to trampoline world first though .
Jai- im deff coming . Ill meet up with the team at dave and busters .
Amiya- i love that place .
Nell- yes i know !
I see Tey walking over with Leo and he sat down across from Amiya and she just act as if he wasnt there .
Tey- ( reaches out to touch her hand ) baby can i talk to you please .
Amiya- can you not touch me .
Tey- ight you got it . Can i just speak to you ?
Amiya- come on ... But Nells coming with me .
Tey- i dont care .
We got up from the table and Leo was right behind me . When we got to the hall near the gym Leo and i stayed at the other end .
We heard Tey trying to explain his self . But there was really no excuse . Amiya just stood there looking at him plead to her .
Amiya- honestly Tey save it . Just go have something with her .
Tey- do you not understand i dont want her it was a mistake !
Amiya- well just go cause im good . Id rather be alone then to be with someone i cant trust .
Leo- yo she looks done forreal.
Nell- she is . Unless she just need some space like i told his ass .
Leo- i try to tell him too . He wouldnt listen .
Nell- hard headed ass .
Leo- ( stares at Nell leaning on the window )
Nell- ( hands in his joggers looking at Tey and Amiya argue ) crazy crazy .
Leo- you look nice .
Nell- ( looks at Leo staring ) thanks . So do you .
Leo- Hows Rula ?
Nell- hes good actually .
Leo- thats good .
Nell- mhm ( looks back over to Amiya )
Amiya- Tey i dont care ! Just leave me the fuck alone . I wish you the best .
Tey- dont say that shit to me !
Amiya- well i did ! I can see if i did anything to you for you to cheat but ive been nothing but good to you ! But you cheat on me !? How many times Tey .
Tey- 2 times .
Amiya- so it wasnt just a hit it and miss . Wow fuck you honestly ( starts walking away )
Tey- Amiya come back . What do i need to do to get you back . Ill do anything !
Amiya- go to hell !
Amiya walked passed Leo and i . While Tey stood there with both hands on his head with his head down .
Nell- Well imma go talk to her .
Leo- yeah ill be here with fuck up .
Nell- haha ight .
I walked out and Amiya was standing there with her arms folded waiting for me wiping her tears .
Nell- ( puts arm around her ) come on . Itll be okay trust me .
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Awww poor Amiya !!!
And do you think Dee will give up that easy ?
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