I stood there pissed off as fuck . How in the world was i suppose to know that he had feelings ?! Im not a fucking psychic . I was so confused with all of this shit happening . I dont know whats true or not . I walked back in the house and went into the basement .
Nell- Tey i dont have a ride anymore . So can i come with yall ?
Tey- yeah we got 1 seat left . But what happened with Jai .
Nell- i dont know i have to talk to him.
Ty- yeah he was acting weird .
Nell- yeah i know .
We sat there for awhile talking but i was quiet just thinking about everything . Like im only into Rula i dont have time for the back and forth games or being confused on what you want . But each time i say im talking to someone im the problem ? I cant control anyone elses feelings . I can only control mine . And for that bitch to call me a slut or ho whatever she did . I dont even fuck around . But im gonna get her ass back just watch.
Amiya- nelly ! Snap out of it .
Amiya- you were mumbling .
Nell- im just ready to go home .
Amiya- i understand . You need me to slap that bitch ?
Nell- nah its fine she'll get hers .
Tey- come on ill bring you home .
I dapped everyone up and hugged Amiya . When we got in the car Tey started talking to me .
Tey- you can not let shit get to you like this espically if it isnt true . I know the real story behind it all . I know you tried to keep Leo away but he wasnt having it . You was right for that . She was lien she wants to get a arguement out of you .
Nell- yeah i know ...
Tey- and Jai ... Whats going on ?
Tey- i seen how he was laying on your bed with that attitude . And yall were texting each other .
Nell- apparently he was jealous of me and Leo . But there is nothing going on with me and Leo . Like im talking to a guy already i dont understand how you come out the damn blu talking about something that happened months ago that we both said we wouldnt bring up . And then he kissed me outside as if he was making a point . Like what the fuck am i doing wrong ? I didnt do shit to noone !
Tey- well you arent wrong for being lost on why he would bring it up now and be jealous . Its just he probably likes you . And MAYBE to see you and Leo so cool pissed him off cause hes probably jealous that you guys tried to have something . And you didnt with him...
Nell- but we were like bestfriends ! And he wasnt acting like he wanted me . So we both agreed to not bring it up . But everyone puts the shit on me .
Tey- chill Nell you good . Just stop worrying . Worry about this relationship you got now . You cant worry about the haters . Keep it pushing . And you have to avoid the distractions . Which your good at doing apparently .
Nell- look at you being Dr. Phil .
Tey- just helping out a friend . Your a good dude .
Nell- Thank you i appreciate you .
Tey- thanks i try haha .
The rest of the ride i thought about what Tey said to me . When we reached my house i dapped Tey and went into the house. Some of my family was still inside laughing and drinking . I just went right upstairs in my room and layed at the end of my bed i FT Rula .
Rula- ( eating ) wassup ?
Nell- your still eating greedy ( smiling )
Rula- yuuuuup missed me ?
Rula- yea okay .
Nell- well alot happened today . Thought id tell you .
Rula- am i going to get upset ?
Nell- one part of it you will .
Rula- puts his fork down and goes in the basement . What Cornell ? ( looking serious )
Nell- well for one Leos ex Gf came at me calling me a ho saying that i was thirsty for Leo . But she just tried to get me to come at her .
Rula- i thought that was his GF ?
Nell- we went over Amiyas house and she was sitting on some other niggas lap so he broke up with her .
Rula- tell me what i need to know .
Nell- Its 2 things actually my friend Ty when we was down in Miami i helped him cum by giving him a handjob.
Rula- okay ?
Nell- yesterday he put my hand on his dick cause he wanted me to do it again but i declined and told him no .
Rula- ( bites down on his lip ) why the fuck you let him do that ?
Nell- i was turning off my game i wasnt face to face with him Ru.
Rula- i dont give a fuck .
Nell- Ight ...
Rula- what else do you have to tell me ?
Nell- my friend from when we was lil kids . Apparently he likes me now ? We had kissed months ago and we said we wouldnt being it up ever again . Then today he showed out . He got mad cause he found out that Leo and i had tried to have some kind of relationship . So when he left he kissed me i guess trying to prove a point ... He kept saying remember this .
Rula- what are you doing to these boys ?
Nell- i didnt do anything ?
Rula- well since we are telling it all .
Nell- ( sits up ) what
Rula- i messed up but i mean we arent together remember ?
Nell- nah nah you got upset with me . What the fuck you do Ru ?
Rula- i was drunk out with my boys we went to a strip joint and ol girl sucked me off .
Nell- so you actually had some kind of intercourse ?
Nell- i guess ... Ill talk to you later .
Rula- why ?
Nell- cause i will ...
Nell- i wouldnt dare have any kind of intercourse knowing how serious we are getting . That shit is so fucked up . But its all good . Have your fun
Rula- stop it was a mistake .
Nell- so tonight i can make a mistake and fall on a dick ?
Rula- dont try to be funny ...
Nell- im serious as a heart attack .
Rula- it was a mistake Nell ...
Nell- mine would be too . Ill just get drunk
Rula- this isnt a joke .
Nell- its fine ... We aint together why am i even sweating it .
Rula- really ?
Nell- you said it .
Rula- are you about to get back at me ? Just let me know now .
Nell- i would never .
Rula- im sorry honestly.
Nell- so you wasnt gonna tell me huh?
Rula- i was i didnt know when the right time would be .
Nell- yup ...
Rula- hey i have to go Tanya is calling .
I just Ended the FT, turned over and fell asleep .
About 3 hours later i woke up and layed there the first thing that came to my mind was Rula ... I turned my phone back on and i was getting so many notifications. Like 10 text from Rula and 5 missed calls from him . 3 text messages from Jai and 2 from Leo .
Text Messages -
Rula- Why would you just end it ?
Rula- answer me .
Rula- Nell ?
Rula- Baby ... Im worried
Rula- i tried calling you ...
Rula- BABE .. Im getting pissed now.
Rula- Fuck it then .
Rula- this is fucked up ... Why arent you answering me .
Rula- you better not be doing no stupid shit man ...
Rula- i guess your really not speaking to me . Does this mean whatever was to come is over ? I need to hear from you .
Nell- yes ?
Rula- where the fuck you been ?
Nell- stop cussing
Rula- dont tell me what to do . Now why wasnt you answering me .
Nell- cause i was fucking sleep thats why .
Rula- for real ?
Rula- oh ...
I didnt even reply back
Text Messages from Leo
Leo- Wyd are you up ?
Leo- do you still think im lien ?
Nell- i was sleep at the time .
Leo- oh ight wyd ?
Nell- laying here still sleepy
Leo- aww okay, well ill let you go was just seeing what was up .
Nell- aw well thats nice of you
Leo- Thanks for kind of sticking up for me tonight .
Nell- its nothing your a friend .
Leo- well your a good ass friend .
Nell- haha thanks homie .
Leo- no problem goodnight .
Nell- goodnight .
Text from Jai
Jai- Sorry about earlier .
Jai- hello ?
Jai- ight well we need to talk ill be at your house in 7 minutes .
Nell- nah its fine im not in the mood tonight .
Jai- let me just talk to you for a minute .
Nell- just not a good idea . Anything can happen .
Jai- and if something did happen . Remember everything happens for a reason .
Nell- no im fine honestly .
Nell- why would u make that account ?
Jai- at first i just wanted to fuck with you as a joke . But the more and more i stared at your pics . It always made me remember that kiss .
Nell- how was i suppose to know you liked me ?
Jai- i know i know i apologize for that . I just wish things happened a lot different back then maybe ?
Jai- ill leave you alone even though im outside your house .
I got up and looked through the blinds and He was sitting outside on the front of his car . We made eye contact . I walked down stairs and decided just to see what he wanted .
Nell- wassup ? ( walking towards Jai )
Jai- i know i pissed you off ...
Nell- it was just you had me lost as shit . And why did you kiss me .
Jai- cause i didnt tell you this but i use to have dreams about you ever since that day . It could be me though . I always thought about how it would be with you and me . Like what would people think .
Nell- so you decided to keep it to yourself .
Jai- yes but it sucks that your with someone now .
Nell- i dont know what to say .
Jai- you dont have to say nothing . I blame myself .
Nell- plus you know all you want to do is get in my pants .
Jai- ( smiling ) is that wrong of me ?
Nell- your cray !
Jai- atleast i can admit i want to have sex with you . Lets be friends with benefits .
Nell- No cause you catch feelings . And just No !
Jai- mhm you know you want this .
Nell- nah i dont
Jai- ight loose booty .
Nell- shut up ! Are we good now ?
Jai- yea we good . But who is this dude ?
Nell- none of your buisness .
Jai- ight well can i get a hug ?
Nell- i dont trust you .
Jai- ( grabs Nells arm and pulls him into a hug )
Nell- your big ass . Thats enough
I tried pulling away . But he wouldnt let me go i pushed my head back to look at him and he was smiling .
Nell- get off Jai
He then grabbed my ass and bit down on his lip smiling .
Nell- for real mutha fucka let me go .
He let me go and i almost fell down because i was already trying to get out of his hold .
Nell- you play to much .
Jai- youll be ight ( gets off the car and stands up straight ) look what you do ... And you wonder why i want to get in that . And i know theres others that prob want too .
Nell- ( looks down at it ) well that has nothing to do with if people want to do that with me . I bet you they arent . If so its on my terms nigga . Now whats up ?
Jai- i can make it on my terms trust me on that one .
Nell- im not about to play with you
Jai- i know you arent cause you know better . You know i can get it .
Nell- you cant .. Im going inside !
Jai- yo wait Mike said when we gonna play power rangers again ?
Nell- never !
I shook my head and walked away . I heard him get into his car . Well atleast i thought i did . When i opened my door i smelled his cologne near me again when i turned he picked me up and brought me inside .
Jai- ( whispers ) i know you want it let me give it to you nice and slow .
Nell- ( whispers ) your crazy get out . ( gets down from Jai )
Jai- ( acts like hes fucking in a animated way ) let me just taste it then ?
Nell- ( tries not to laugh ) no get out
I pushed him out the door and locked it . I went upstairs and checked through my blinds to see if he left . And before he got in his car he stuck up his middle finger . I got my phone and texted him saying " dont get blocked " . He replied " i wish you would loose booty " . I didnt respond .
Text Message from Rula
Rula- you up ?
Nell- why ...
Rula- its a yes or no question ...
Nell- what do you want ?
Rula- you already know what i want . So stop asking . Wyd
Nell- nothing ...
Rula- you aint about to pull this shit with me . Answer your FT
FT with Rula
Nell- ( looks at him )
Rula- guess what ?
Nell- what ...
Rula- it never happened .
Rula- you can ask Tanya i been here everyday .
Nell- so why would you say that shit .
Rula- to see how much you cared . But YOU on the other hand need to control whatever these niggas got going on with you . You know i dont play that shit .
Nell- i know shit Ru . You dont think i tell them im speaking to someone ?
Rula- imma have to show my face a few times i see .
Nell- sureeee ...
Rula- sure ? Ight bet on it .
Rula- i dont want to hear nomore shit about some nigga touching you or you touching him kissing nothing . Let me hear that shit again . Its done Cornell i swear ...
Nell- oh forreal ?
Rula- im dead ass right now .
Nell- good cause it aint happening .
Rula- ( smirks ) okay
Nell- ( mocks him ) okay my ass
Rula- yea yea what you doing ?
Nell- about to shower .
Rula- so am i
Nell- lets go .
Rula- ight come on .
We both got up and took a shower together on FT . He had me cracking up trying to sing in the shower i think he had forgot i was still on FT .
After we showered we layed in bed and talked to each other until we fell asleep .
When i woke up Rula was still sleeping looking sexy as fuck . I just watched him like a creep .
After about 10 minutes he started stretching and then he finally looked at me all i could do is smile .
Rula- stop being a creep .
Nell- baby im taking the test today ! I hope i pass .
Rula- you will trust me . I want to get myself a new car though .
Nell- what kind ?
Rula- i dont know but i want a truck .
Nell- omg the other day i was looking up random cars and shit and the 2015 jeep summit though !? DOPE !
Rula- ew you like jeeps ?
Nell- dont ew them . There nice as shit .
Rula- righhhhhht !
Nell- but let me get up and get dressed so i can go take this road test !
Rula- good luck babe . Let me be the first to know after your mother .
Nell- i will .
I ended the FT and did my morning workout then took a quick shower then woke my mom up so i can get this over with .
As i waited to be called i was nervous as fuck . And when i was called my mother started cheesing getting all excited!
Momma- you got it baby !
I shook my head and went with the instructor . When we got in the car he asked me questions i answered them right . He said he was surprised on how quick i was to answer . Then we started driving i was so nervous . He looked at me and told me to relax . So i did i started rambling and making him laugh . Which was hard to do . Before i knew it i had did everything i was suppose to do .
Instructor- Done !
Nell- im done ? Wow that was quick .
Instructor- well when you went on a rampage about random stuff you started relaxing . And you passed by the way good job .
Nell- i did !?
Instructor- yes haha
Nell- Thank you !
When we got back to the RMV my mother was waiting outside on the phone . When i got out i started cheesing .
Momma- you got it !? You got it !!!!? Yesssss !!!
I walked over to my mom she all hugged me tight haha surprised the hell out of me .
We went inside and got everything situated . When we got in the car my mother started rambling .
Momma- ight so now you gotta get a job . Cause you need a car . We work our way up in this family .
Nell- your not gonna buy me 1 ?
Momma- um no ! But you can use mine when you want . Ill put you on my insurance .
Nell- i guess that will work .
Momma- it will !
I took my phone out and went to text Rula !
Nell- Babe ! I got it !
Rula- aye good job i knew you would .
Nell- thanks ! Wyd
Rula- Shit something just came up ill text you back .
Nell- babe is everything alright ?
He didnt respond . I kind of got nervous cause that wasnt like him .
2 days later still had no word from Rula i tried hitting him up and i got nothing . I begin to really worry now cause i hoped nothing bad happened to him .
I was in my last period not even focusing . I kept playing with my pencil inticipating a text or something from him . But still nothing !
When i got home i walked inside looking unhappy .
Momma- boy whats wrong with you ?
Nell- nothing it wouldnt matter to you and youd probably get mad.
Momma- is it that nigga i told you to stop messing with .
Momma- what happened .
Nell- i havent heard from him in 2 days ...
Momma- see i told you .. You dont listen !
Nell- what if hes dead ???
Momma- you need some air dont you think thats a bit much ?
Nell- i dont know .
My mother walked outside with me and she was smiling .
Nell- why are you smiling ? Your evil you know that ?
Momma- Oh im evil now huh ?
Nell- im only kidding .
I smiled and Looked straight . And i seen a car parking in front of our house .
When the person got out my face lit up ! I couldnt believe it was Rula ! He stood there smiling . I walked over to him and he held me tight . I looked up at him and he kissed me .
Rula- i need you to do something for me ...
Nell- what ?
Rula- go get that empty box i gave you and come back . And also tell your mom i said thank you .
Nell- okay ?
I told my mother what he said and she just nodded her head . I ran upstairs and got the box and went back down . My mother was now talking to Rula and i walked over to them .
Rula- now wait .
Momma- ( hums )
Nell- whats going on ?
Rula- open it now ...
I stood there and opened the box . And as i opened it i heard a horn and a bow wrapped around a jeep summit . I looked in the box and it was a jeep key .
Rula- Surprise baby .
Momma- ( smiles and walks to the curb )
Nell- SERIOUSLY ?
Rula- All yours babe . All yours .
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