Rula - aye im bout to shower and im not taking no as an answer this time .
Nell- i wasnt going to say no ;)
Rula- then bring that ass .
I followed Rula into the bathroom and he picked me up as we entered the shower . I couldnt hell but kiss him . I needed him ive been wanting him . I got off of him and got down on my knees . But he lifted me back up .
Rula- this isnt the right time . I want our first time to be rememerable ! I dont want you on your knees . Thats why theres a bed . Imma treat you right i just hope the feeling is mutual .
Nell- i wouldnt be here with you if it wasnt . ( kisses him )
Rula- i gotta tell you something ...
Nell- what ( washing Rulas body )
Rula- Demitri hes been talking about you .
Nell- so ?
Rula- like hes been trying to find you . Since you blocked him or some shit .
Rula- hes trying to get back with you . But im not having that .
Nell- i wouldnt even go back so theres no need to worry .
Rula- ( looking worried )
Nell- is there something you need to tell me ?
Rula- i dont know why im nervous to ask you shit a nigga is never nervous . But i have to do this buisness trip tonight ill be back in the morning . I just was wondering if youd be here when i get back .
Nell- ( laughs ) really ? Why wouldnt i wait until you come back ?
Rula- i mean you got your friends and shit .
Nell- true but theyll understand .
Rula- okay ...
Nell- why are you acting like this ?
Rula- i use to fuck around with Demitri .
Nell- ... Oh
Rula- and ...
Nell- and your going to tell me that when he was cheating on me ... You were 1 of those people . ?
Rula- ( grabs my arms ) yes ...
I was furious . I knew something was up .
Nell- just let go of me .
Rula- no your going to leave me .
Nell- you expect me to stay ? You couldve been told me this shit .
Rula- i just didnt know when the right time wouldve been .
Nell- ( pulls arms out of Rulas grip and walks out the shower ) i want to go home .
Nell- what you mean no ?
Rula- Baby it was only like 3 times . And at that time i didnt know yall were together until after that Amiya shit . Thats when he told me about you . .
Nell- Rula still at the end of the day you waited to tell me this shit .
Rula- it aint even that serious . Atleast im telling you the truth .
Rula- there were no feelings between us .
Nell- yeah i know cause the feelings he had was for me . Thats why he wants me back .
Rula- all i wanted to do was tell you . I hope we can move on from this .
Nell- I guess .
Rula- get in bed ill be out soon .
Nell- okay .
I layed there thinking about what was going on . This bitch Demitri was getting fucked and fucking bitches while he was with me . Damn i hate his ass . But could i be mad at Rula for telling me the truth about ? I mean he didnt know anything about me when it happened . Better yet maybe i just need to talk to Demitri myself . I need to get the TRUTH !
Moments later i ended up dosing off
I woke up too no arms around me . I guess Rula went on that buisness trip knowing damn well it mustve been a big run he had to do for some cash . I sat up in the bed and yawned and my lip split open . FUCK i forgot all about my lip . I turned my head to look near the bathroom and there was balloons and a bag . For what ? I dont know . I got up and went to look in the bag . In the bag was a pair of some nice ass shoes from neiman marcus and another note . I opened the note and it said .
" Baby ill be back by 3pm . I had bought these shoes for you when i had left Miami when you were sleep that night i checked your shoe size and i think i know your style . But anyways ill be home at 3 . And since you gotta go back to school ill take you home tonight :) . "
I shook my head and smiled at the letter . You would think this " hardcore " dude would be mean as shit but hes like a teddy bear . But dont get me wrong he is aggressive once i say something he doesnt like .
I went over to my phone and checked my messages i had 3 from Amiya 2 from Ty and 1 from Adrian .
Amiya- Good morning !
Amiya- Ugh we got schooool tomorrow !
Amiya- where you at ?
Nell- Good morning and yeah i know ... Im at Rulas house .
Amiya- you spent the night !?
Nell- yes but we didnt do anything . He said he wants it to be right .
Amiya- aww shit when you do get your ass gonna be laid out flat ( laughing emoji )
Nell- shut up .
Amiya- lets go to the Mall
Nell- i told Rula id wait for him .
Amiya- boy its only going to be real quick . What time is he coming back?
Amiya- alright meet me at the mall youll be back .
Nell- ight i guess .
Tyrell- Man guess what ...
Nell- what ?
Tyrell- i hit her ... I didnt mean too man she kept hitting me .
Nell- your gf ?
Tyrell- yes . Like i got mad scratches on my face . She fucking pissed me off so i hit her .
Nell- where is she now ?
Tyrell- i dont know she left crying .
Nell- oh lord .
Tyrell- yeah ...
Adrian- ( picture message - A picture of him laying in bed ) Good Morning .
Nell- GoodMorning !
But after that text i got up took a quick shower , brushed my teeth and all that good stuff and i left to meet up with Amiya .
By the time i got to the mall it was like 11 am . Amiya and i walked through the mall shopping well she shopped i just looked . I couldve shopped but i chose not too since i had to take the bus all the way back to Rulas house . Then walk like 15 minutes to his house .
Now it was about 2:00 and we decided to leave . I had a rush in my spirit . I wanted to be back before Rula came home i mean it was kind of a promise . And guess what the bus was late ! I didnt start walking to his house until 2:52 . I knew i was going to be late but i was hoping he wasnt there . And since i havent checked my phone for almost the whole day i decide to check it now . When i saw Rulas name like 5 times my heart raced .
Text Messages from Rula
Rula- Almost home gonna be a lil early ;) .
Rula- So... You left ?
Rula- you said you'd be here ...
Rula- yo answer me !
Rula- so you lied to me . Ight good .
Nell- im at the door can you open it ?
I sat outside for like a minute then the door opened . He had on just his briefs and i can tell he was pissed . I walked inside and he slammed the door and stood in front of me .
Rula- Where were you ?
Nell- i went to the ma...
Rula- actually nah ... All you had to do was text me . Dont fucking lie to me saying you would do something .
Nell- you need to calm down .
Rula- i am calm all i said was fucking .
Nell- okay Rula your making this a fucking big deal ! So now what !?
Rula- why the fuck are you raising your voice ? Last night when i said to your ass about staying here all you had to say was ill probably go out instead just trying to make me happy . Dont lie to me better yet ill just bring your ass home .
He started walking upstairs and i followed him . He went into his room and started putting on his sweats . I grabbed his sweats from him .
Nell- stop Rula damn im sorry . I dont want to leave yet .
Rula- man get off my shit ( pulls his sweats from my hand ) your sneaky as shit . And you come here giving me attitude .
Nell- so your really taking me home?
Rula- i left where i was at early just so i can see you . Ive been here since 1:30 . Waiting for atleast a text from your ass .
Nell- ( i put my hands on my head ) i was at the mall with Amiya Rula ... Shit your pissing me off now . Yes im sorry i didnt text you but why are you making it so big ?
Rula- why am i ? Cause now i feel like trusting you would be hard as fuck thats why . You probably think its hard to trust me . But shit YOU ... The little things count . Lets go .
Nell- you dont have to bring me . Ill take the bus . ( walks down the stairs then past Rula )
Rula- no your not .
Nell- Man watch me .
I walked out the door and started walking my ass down the street towards the bus stop .
I seen his truck coming from behind and he pulled up next to me .
Rula- get in Nell im not about to play with you .
I kept walking and i heard his door close . Then i felt him grab my arm . So i pulled away from him . And he did NOT like that shit .
Rula- ( he grabbed my shirt and pulled me back ) the fuck are you crazy ?
Nell- no you are ! Fucking trippin off of that bullshit .
Rula- get your ass in the car . Dont make me put you in there .
Nell- Man Fu... ( he covers my mouth )
Rula- dont disrespect me . ( he pushed me towards the car )
I almost tripped when he pushed me and i got in the car . When he got in the car he started yelling at me .
Rula- DONT YOU EVER PULL THAT SHIT WITH ME AGAIN . IM TRYING TO BE THERE FOR YOUR ASS AND YOU WANT TO BE DISRESPECTFUL ?! HUH ? AND YOU KNOW IM RIGHT THATS WHY YOUR SITTING THERE HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU FEEL IF I SAID ID DO SOMETHING AND NEVER DID AND LEFT YOUR ASS THERE WAITING ?
Nell- ( looks out the window )
Rula- YO LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING .
Nell- Let me tell you something you dont have to speak to me like your my father !
Rula- Trust me lil nigga im not . Its just the right thing you should do . When someones fucking talking to you . You look at them . When someone is being nice to you . You dont lie .
Nell- ... Can i just go home
Rula- man i swear ( starts up the truck and speeds off )
The whole car ride was quiet . There was even a moment where he reached for my hand and i moved my hand away . And i felt so bad about it . I dont know why i was like this . Its like hes right about everything ! And it just doesnt sit right with me . I know yall readers are probably calling me all kinds of names but shit . Usually im not the fuck up and now i am ... And it sucks ...
When he pulled up to the house . He turned his head slightly looking at me but i wasnt looking at him and he said " can i atleast have a kiss " and i just got out the car . Why was i doing this . While i was walking i stopped but when i turned around to go back he sped off . That shit was beating me up inside . I walked into the house and laid on my bed . All i could think about was everything Rula has been saying to me . Why am i being such a asshole ? I shouldve stayed at the house ! I shouldve held his hand ! I shouldve kissed him . My heart was feeling so weird . I kept looking at my phone debating if i should text him or not . But i ended up falling asleep .
When i woke up it was time to go to school . When i woke up i didnt even check my phone i still felt horrible i got up and did my morning workout then jumped in the shower and got dressed . I wore sweats and a hoody . Today just wasnt my day . I sat on my bed and looked at my phone i had a text from Amiya and Rula .
Amiya- Ill be there in 10
Rula- Aye you got me really fucked up over here and noone has ever had me like this . I thought you not holding my hand was something but you leaving me hanging hurt like shit . And i aint coming on no bitch shit . I couldnt get you out of my head lastnight . I wanted to come back for you . I needed you there with me . And i know i can come off harsh . But you know what im saying is right . You just cant handle the truth . Cornell im here for you ight ? You dont need to be like this with me . I want the best for you . Thats why im not rushing anything with you . I feel like a lil bitch writing you all this but fuck it . I know what i want in the future and its you . So all our arguements mean everything to me . But imma stop writing . Hopefully we can talk soon .
I sat there and read that message like 5 times and each time i read it my heart fluttered . It actually put a smile on my face . So i decided to write him back .
Nell- When i left the car and didnt kiss you it beat me up inside badly . Im sorry for being so childish with shit . This is just new to me . Usually im the 1 not in the wrong but shit changes i guess . I thought about you all night all i could do was lay there . Deep down i wanted to stay there with you thats why when you told me i had to leave i shut down on you . I couldnt believe i had to go home . Out of all nights i wish i was in yours last night . Your making me realize alot of shit . And im glad we are taking it slow . And i hope we can see each other today . I want to so bad .
Rula- Ill come to get you from school.
Nell- you will ?
Nell- ( heart eyes emoji )
I ran down stairs in a much better mood . I got in the car and gave her my phone .
Nell- yesterday we got into . He brought me home . And not on my terms .
Amiya- what did you do !
Nell- cause i didnt stay at the house and how i was talking to him .
Amiya- i thought you made it back .
Nell- nope ...
Amiya- let me read this shit .
I sat there while she read it . As shes reading it shes like awwww .
Amiya- I wouldve never thought Rula was like this . It made my heart warm awww !
Nell- thats a heartburn stop lien haha !
Amiya- shut up ! But nah hes into you . Like alot i can tell . But .... What about Leo ?
Nell- why do you keep bringing him up ?
Amiya- because i know 1 day hes gonna come around ! Tey texted me yesterday telling me how Leo was upset that you still talk to that guy you met in Miami .
Nell- and he has a GF ... So why does it matter haha . Hes crazy Amiya .
Amiya- yeah over you .
Nell- just drive this car .
When we got to school i went straight to my locker saying hi to everyone doing all that back from vacation shit .
While im at my locker i feel someone brush up against me . I turned around and it was Leo . But maybe it was an accident cause he was laughing with his boys . But whatever im not worried . When i finished getting my books i started walking to my homeroom and someone heavy as shit jumped on my back .
Nell- what the hell .
Jai- haha ! Whats up pimping .
Nell- dont jump on my back nomore with your big ass !
Jai- all muscle my nigga !
Nell- football huh ?
Jai- you already know . But yall are wack as shit bruh .
Nell- how ?
Jai- it use to be Amiya , you , tyrell and i . Yall pushed my ass to the curb.
Nell- nahhh that was you ! You made the football team got all buff made new friends had all the females on you and forgot about our ass.
Jai- blah blah blah . But we all need to do something 1 day like the beach or something .
Nell- ight just let me know .
Jai- bet ( daps Cornell )
3 hours later Lunch Time !
I sat at a table with Tey, Leo, Alise his gf, Amiya and myself . Ty didnt come to school today .
Amiya- sooo i cant wait for this weekend !!!
Tey- yooo me either ! Its kind of gonna be a couples thing .
Leo- how ? So of us dont have a partner ( looks over at Nell )
Nell- ill be fine .
Alise- im sure theres someone out there that would come with him .
Amiya- ( drinks juice ) mhm me to ( sneaks her eye or at Leo ) .
Nell- i mean i do have someone i can bring but i dont think its there type of thing ...
Leo- ( clears his throat )
Tey- who ?
Nell- no names . But ill be fine alone .
Alise- are you sure hun ?
Amiya- ( rolls her eyes )
Nell- yup 100% sure .
Amiya- well its not like we arent going to be partying ! I know 1 night we would have other people here .
Nell- exactly thats why im not worried .
Leo- ( yawns ) anyways hows your lip ?
Nell- its actually doing better thanks for asking .
Alise- oh what happened ?
Nell- this boy i know hit me .
Alise- why ? Who would want to hurt that handsome face ?
Nell- ( laughs ) shittt i dont know sometimes it can be the person right next to you .
Amiya- ( drinks her juice )
Nell- nah but built up anger against me i guess .
Alise- well fuck them ! You still look good !
Nell- i knowww fuck them alright . ( mumbles - you fucking him alright )
Tey- ( tries not to laugh )
Amiya- I knowww girl fuckkkk themmmmm !
Leo- ( stares at Leo )
Tey- but um yeah lets meet at my house tonight so we can get shit together .
Nell- sorry i wont be able to make it .
Leo- where you going ?
Nell- i have plans ...
Leo- yeah we know that but where you going ?
Nell- to my friends house ?
Alise- damn babe your nosey . ( nudges him )
Leo- ( sucks his teeth and looks at her ) nah .
Amiya- ill just FT you Nelly .
Nell- ight !
After lunch we went our seperate ways ... I had Gym and if im not mistaken i think Leo did too .
As i was walking he walked next to me . I ignored him until he started talking .
Leo- So are you going to tell me now why you aint coming tonight ?
Nell- why are you talking to me ?
Leo- can you answer the question .
Nell- cause im going to a friends house . I already told you that .
Leo- who ?
Nell- that doesnt matter damn . Get away from me .
Leo- it does fucking matter now tell me right now .
I walked ahead of him and didnt look back . I knew gym class would be aggrivating so i skipped it and went to mcdonalds . As i was ordering my caramel frappe . I looked outside to my right and i saw Alise get into some car .
When i got my frappe i sat near kind of and watched as she spoke to this dude for almost 30 minutes and before she got out the car she gave him a long ass kiss . I sat there feeling actually bad for Leo . But i dont know if i should tell him ? He wouldnt even believe me .
School is Over
After the last bell rang i texted Amiya to tell her not to forget to FT later . And i stood outside and looked around for Rula . He was parked in the back so i walked to him . I felt eyes on me but couldnt locate them .
I got in the truck and was greeted with a black eye ?
I closed the door slowly and stared at Rula ...
Nell- are you okay ? What happened ?
Rula- i got in a fight with my older brother .
Nell- ( went to touch his body )
Rula- ( flinches ) ahhh dont do that .
Nell- why did he do this to you ?
Rula- im just glad im not in the hospital like him ...
Nell- is he okay .
Rula- that bitch will be fine .
Nell- what happened .
Rula- you happened ...
He pulled out of the parking lot and i looked over at him .
Nell- i happened ?
Rula- yup i told him im falling for a dude and we got into it . I thought he would understand but i guess not .
Nell- im sorry . I dont want to come in between your family .
Rula- hes the only family i got . But after that i dont think itll be the same.
Nell- i ...
Rula- stop saying i ... Nothing is your fault . Trust me its fine . Noone is going to change my mind about you. I dont give a fuck who it is .
Nell- ( reaches over and grabs his hand )
The whole ride back to his house he held my hand tight . When we got into the house he was limping . I tried to help him up the stairs but he didnt want me too i guess pride got in the way . When we got to his room he ran bath water .
Nell- no let me do it Go sit .
He didnt listen though he stood there an watched me . I helped him take off his clothes and you can tell he was bruised up bad .
Nell- we need to go to the hospital .
Rula- im fine its just a few bruised rips . I can handle it .
Nell- okay say nomore .
After i took everything off of him and layed in the tub and pulled me over to sit on the edge of the tub .
Rula- thank you
Nell- you would do it for me .
Rula- ( stares at Nell )
Nell- what ?
Rula- your going to get me in a lot of trouble but im ready for anyone and anything . You remember that .
Nell- what makes you say that ?
Rula- come on sooner or later its going to get out . Thats 1 thing . And dont think i dont know your dealing with someone else .
Nell- im not ...
Rula- your not dealing with them but your not over them .
Nell- it was never anything to start with .
Rula- okay but just remember what i said .
Nell- what do you know ...
Rula- i know alot . But im gonna stick by you . When your ready to be free to talk with me about anything . Then let me know . But dont for 1 second think i dont know anything .
Nell- figures i mean everyone does know you...
Rula- something like that .
Nell- now this is gonna be in my head all day . I want to know what you know .
Rula- you already know what i know duh shorty .
Nell- come on tell me .
Rula- listen all that matters is that your here with a real nigga .
Nell- hmmmmm okay .
We talked for about an hour about everything . I told him about my lil weekend cabin party thing . Which reminded me about that FT ... I went to get my phone and came back near the tub .
Rula- what you doing ?
Nell- have to FT amiya
Rula- ight ...
Amiya- i was just about to FT you . Ooooo nice bathroom !!!
Nell- shut up .
Tey- ( yellin out ) wassup ugly !
Amiya- ( turns the camera so i see everyone and she keeps it like that )
Nell- shut up shitty ass .
Amiya- okay lets go planning time!
I put the phone on mute and started talking to Rula .
Rula- yall planning and shit okay i see yall .
Nell- shut up we got it like that . Its about to be liveeee !
Tey- this nigga got us on mute look at him !
Nell- ( unmutes ) noo im listening
Leo- ( looks at the cam ) man turn the cam back on you Amiya .
Rula- Yoo who got all that ( mutes the FT ) mouth .
Nell- just a rude ass nigga . Its all good though .
Rula- it better be .
Tey- what you think about that Nell?
Nell- ( unmutes ) that sounds good .
Tey- what did i say ?
Nell- ( starts laughing ) you said the lord is good and then you said what you think about that ! I heard you tryna play me !
Amiya- ( starts laughing ) ight but i think the first night she would be the couple thing well with our 5th wheeler Nelly.
Nell- ( looks at Rula )
Alise- Cornell who do you keep looking at ?
Amiya- girl you are too nosey . Please !!!
Nell- i dont think that matters right now . But yeah
Tey- hey did you see if that person wanted to come ? So your not alone ?
Nell- um nooo ( Rula shakes his head smiling ) i told you hes not gonna be interested probably .
Alise- He ?
Amiya- yes bitch he said HE ! Ughhh shes annoying .
Tey- chill bae .
Leo- yall leave her alone .
Nell- ( mumbles ) only if i can ask questions ..
Leo- what was that ?
Amiya- he wasnt talking to yall he was singing something .
Tey- okay but yeah that sucks Nell i dont want you to feel left out .
Rula started to get out he tub and i was about to get up too but he shook his head no . He got out slowly butt ass naked an went to the sink . And the whole time in the cam you see me and Rula in the back at the sink from his waist down .
Alise- oh my gosh !!!
Tey- bro !
Leo- ( gets up and leaves to the back )
Amiya- what ? ( turns the cam to her ) ohhhh myyy damnnn !
Nell- you guys are over reacting as if yall never saw a naked guy before .
Alise- its just surprising .
Tey- okayyy conversation is over . So just a couples night and a party night . ( Tey gets up and walks in the direction Leo went )
Amiya- tell that person ( winks ) i said hi !
Nell- he can hear you .
Rula- wassup Amiya ...
Amiya- sexy ass voice !
Nell- too much fall back pimping .
( rula walks out the bathroom )
Amiya- call me tonight
Nell- yeah cause i gotta tell you about ol girl ( points in the direction where Alise was sitting )
Amiya is it some good tea ?!
Nell- more than good .
Amiya- ight dont forget .
Nell- i wont !
I got up and walked into the room where rula was putting on his lotion and stuff . Then he got in the bed slowly .
Rula- what are you waiting for ? Lets take a nap then ill bring you home after i get you something to eat .
Nell- okay .
I took off my clothes and laid in bed with him . We layed face to face and he put the lights on dim red .
Rula- you know you forgot your shoes right ?
Nell- i have a question . Why do you keep buying me things ??
Rula- my choice . I want to enjoy doing things for other people .
Nell- oh ... Well why did you give me a thousand in Miami.?
Rula- Stop it .
Rula- and im not gonna stop .
Nell- if i tell you to you will .
Rula- ( smiles ) no i wont . Listen you know when i left for that lil buisness thing ?
Nell- yup .
Rula- i got a lot of money coming in .
Nell- whats alot .
Rula- about half a mil .
Nell- all just for drugs ?
Rula- hell yeah .
Nell- thats crazy !
Rula- you know what i like about you ?
Nell- what ?
Rula- you didnt go through none of my shit . In my other house when i had all those girls . They would steal from me and everything .
Nell- how did you know ?
Rula- cameras .
Nell- so youve been watching me ?
Rula- i said cameras in my other house . Not this 1 relax .
Nell- im just saying ( kisses Rula )
Rula- go look in my closet ( turns on the lights with the remote )
I got up and opened the closet ...
Nell- okay ?
Rula- move the pile of blankets . Now lift up that big piece of wood .
Nell- okay ... Now ?
Rula- you see the safe ?
Rula- put in 09117
When i put it in it went through i opened up the safe and there was stacks of money i mean STACKS ! I seen guns and thats when i stepped back .
Rula- ( gets up slowly ) fuckkk . ( walks over to the safe and closes it ) my bad babe .
Nell- no im good i just step back thats all .
Rula- righhhhht .
Nell- forreal .
Rula- okay . ( holding onto his dick )
Nell- let me cover it back up .
After i covered it up we got back in bed .
Nell- sooo why you show me that ?
Rula- cause i did .
Nell- why dont you have a account for this money .
Rula- i have like 3 accounts i dont want them to know somethings up . But im about to open another but not in my name .
Nell- whos name ?
Rula- take a guess .
Nell- ... Cant be me
Rula- and why not ?
Nell- its me ?
Rula- well thats what i have planned . But anything can happen .
Nell- true .
Rula- let me hold you .
I turned around and shifted my body back onto Rula and he held me softly i knew his body mustve really been hurting cause he usually holds me tight . I held his hand tight as we fell asleep ...
4 days later ! Its Friday !
So since i left went home that monday from Rulas house we've been great . I mean we had minor arguements but we are still building our relationship .
Adrian and i would FT each other from time to time checking on each other as friends !
I ended up telling Amiya about this hoe ass Alise . And Amiya wasnt surprised .
Leo has been a little bit more quiet after he seen what happened on FT .
But right now ! Im at Amiyas house helping her pack her bags for this cabin trip !
Amiya- oh my gosh i cant wait !!! Tey said hes gonna fuck the shit outta me outside !
Nell- yall trifflin !!!
Amiya- shut up ! Aww i wish Rula could come . Yall still havent fucked ?
Nell- nope but im actually good !
Amiya- thats good . Yall going strong i see . I like your earrings .
Nell- Rula bought them .
Amiya- i bet he bought that michael khors watch too !
Nell- he did ...
Amiya- and you still got that rolex ?
Nell- yes ...
Amiya- tey need to hurry up and get signed somewhere . I need my gifts shit .
Nell- Tey does shit for you cut that out .
Amiya- you right let me stop . But bitch let me tell you how Alise and Leo got into it . I guess Alise has been asking why do he treat you so mean . And he went off on her .
Nell- really ?
Amiya- yes he was like . Mind your fucking buisness you just came in the picture and dont worry about how i treat him you just worry about us .
Nell- which is True .
Amiya- but then i heard they fucked like animals after .
Nell- sounds like Leo . Ugh i wish Rula could go .
Amiya- i know . Or Ty
Nell- nahhhh i didnt even tell you about that .
Amiya- what !?
Nell- in Miami i helped him cum twice ..
Amiya- OMG !!!!
Nell- i just jerked him off . Thats it . It was like nothing . But his dick is big .
Amiya- i bet it is .
Nell- okay moving on have you spoke to Jai yet he wants to set something up with us 3 .
Amiya- yeah he did .
Nell- ummm okayyyy . Am i missing something ?
Amiya- i had sex with him .
Nell- you did !?!?!
Amiya- yes but he couldnt get it in .
Nell- uh oh tinky winky .
Amiya- no its a good 7.5 but it was thick as hell .
Nell- mess around and break those walls ! Haaaa
Amiya- it hurt so bad !
Nell- okayyy moving on ! Thanksgiving is next week !!!!!!!
Amiya- your a fat ass. ( puts clothes in bag )
Nell- yup thats me !
Beep beep !!
Thats them . Oh shit they got a big truck .
Amiya- ight let me hurry up .
I helped Amiya finish then we walked down stairs to get into the truck . Tey got out and opened the back for us so we can put our stuff inside . When we got in the truck amiya sat in the front Alise sat near the window i guess she felt sick or something ? Idk but Leo sat in the middle holding her hand and i sat next to him .
We had to drive like 3 hours to this place . For the first hour we were talking laughing but when it started getting dark everyone went mute . I was on IG being nosey as usual Alise was sleep Amiya was talking to Tey to keep him up . And Leo was on his phone as well .
So i was sitting there with 1 hand on my knee and the other holding my phone . I felt Leos hand rub on mine but i didnt say anything . Then he put his whole hand on mine and kept rubbing it . And when i looked over at him he didnt look at me he kept his face in his phone . But i ended up just moving my hand and thats when he looked over at me . But i payed him no attention . Then he tried to grab my phone but i kept moving my hand . Then he wrote something on his phone and showed me . It said " Unblock me ? :( ) ... The only thing i unblocked him on was IG . He watched me the whole time . And he took no time messaging me .
Leo- Why didnt you just stay home ?
Nell- Are you serious right now ?
Leo- im just saying ...
Nell- im coming because you guys are my friends . The couples night thing yall gonna do ill just watch imma be chillin .
Leo- oh well ight .
Nell- is that all ?
Nell- i think it is .
Leo- dont block me ...
Nell- Leo we have nothing to talk about . And this just gives you an opening .
Leo- well can i just have fucking 1 opening with you ?
Nell- WHY !
Leo- i just need 1 ..
Nell- you really dont . Its only for your good trust me .
Leo- how do you know whats good for me ...
Nell- Leo me having you unblocked would lead to more shit . Your going to want to know what im doing . Who im with . Its just too much .
Leo- you did this too me . I should have never came to your house that day .
Nell- i didnt do anything !
Leo- whatever ...
Nell- let me see your phone .
Leo- why ?
Nell- so i can see something .
He handed me his phone . And i went through his photos it was nudes of him and her . I rolled my eyes atleast once and then i found our pictures before i could delete them he snatched his phone out my hand .
Nell- delete them .
Nell- its just a memory of me that you dont need . In order for you to get over me start with that .
Leo- who said i wanted to get over you ?
Nell- Stop Leo just stop man . You wasnt willing to go forth with us .
Leo- i was but its a long story .
Nell- just delete them .
Leo- what did i just say to you ?
Leo- im not deleting them .
Nell- well youll never feel better.
Leo- what do you mean.
Nell- your not yourself cause your holding on to me when your scared to have me . Thats what i mean .
Leo- you dont know shit ... Stupid ass im in love with Alise . If i wanted you i couldve got you .
Nell- Then leave me the FUCK alone! And if you really was in love with her delete the photos ... Exactly your the stupid one . You cant even see how twisted your mind is right now . Just stop lien to yourself .
Leo- no you dont get it !
Nell- i know what your trying to do . You just want to talk to me . Im blocking you talk to your gf homie .
Leo- stop Cornell .
When he wrote that i had a quick weird feeling in my stomach . Why was he doing this . Hes trying to have his cake and eat it too .
Tell me readers should i BLOCK or leave his one life line open ! ?
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