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:: Member Since: 2009-02-25 22:30:44 ::

Yes, I have a wife, a boyfriend, a lover..or 2 & my Haile.....

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	:: The Basics

Age: 52

Ethnicity: Black

City, Region: Detroit, Michigan

Country: United States

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Education:

Gender: Male

Height: 6.02 "

Weight: 200 pounds

Build: toned

Waist: 34"

Shoe Size: 12


	:: Life Style

Style: Masculine

Closet: DownLo

Hair: Low fade

Status: married

Drink: Social

Smoke: None

Tattoos:

Unusual Piercings: None

Spirituality:


	:: Interests

Friendships


	:: I Am Looking For

Friendship not really lookin for commitment. Well maybe not really lookin for frienship either. Damn...what does that leave lol? On the serious, I may only be looking for solace. Perhaps I am looking for someone to hold me (a grown ass man) and help me to feel safe in a world that all conventions tell me, an unconventional man, that I should be able to stand up for myself, suck it up, and be a man, when after enduring all the hurt, pain, and uncertainty that goes along with being me, the last thing that I can do is feel safe and secure and be that conventional man. Someone to hold me and protect me and allow me to grieve for all that was lost in being who I was while allowing me to safely emerge as who I am. someone that will not be afraid to delve into the depthsï¿½to remove the countless layers of scar tissue that encases my heart while being sensitive enough not to go too deep to puncture the very thing that I have been protectingï¿½the very thing that I belive can not be uncovered or shared because it will one day destroy me. I have done such an amazing job of protecting it from you that it is now hidden from me. someone that will try to understand the pain that I have caused and the contempt that I feel for myself for causing it. Someone that will believe in me, and hold me unbegrudgingly, while I attempt to cry. When all I want to do is to be allowed to release my tears. Someone that I did not know could or would hold me up until I could get back on my feet after all of this. Someone that I can believe in because they see the real me and they believe............


	:: Who I Am

I want something more substantial for him than I..... I tend to run from commitment and want what I can not have. Great sense of humor though because when you are as fucked up emotionally as I am all u can do is laugh. Sometimes I wish I could get lost in your passion forever without knowing your name or ever seein your face, because u bore me...but still, I want u when I want u...and nothin more. If we could run away from all this shit, maybe, for one day I could pretend that u are my everything and maybe u could pretend that u believe me. And perhaps on that day I would let you in and allow you to hold meï¿½to hold me so close and intimately that maybe you could see a beauty that is buried deep within the confines of my cold heart. And maybe, if u could see this beauty that is possibly buried so deep within me you would be so overwhelmed by love that perhaps u could convince me of its existence. And hopefully on that day I could get so caught up in the moment that I would be just vulnerable enough to believe the pretense that I myself set in motion. And maybe we will both be so happy together, that I may succumb to your love and passion and stay......Nahï¿½lets just call it a fuck and move on lol. Well shit some of u asked. Swallow it or spit it out...It's out of me...cool...Oh, and I don't see nothin wrong with a little bump and grind.....