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online Online :: Member Since: 2009-02-25 22:30:44 ::
I still have a wife for now and my boyfriends back....

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:: The Basics
Age: 58
Ethnicity: Black
City, Region: Detroit, Michigan
Country: United States
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Gender: Male
Height: 6.02 "
Weight: 190 pounds
Build: toned
Waist: 36"
Shoe Size: 12
:: Life Style
Style: Masculine
Closet: DownLo
Hair: Low fade
Status: married
Drink: Social
Smoke: None
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Unusual Piercings: None
Spirituality: Christian
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:: I Am Looking For
Oh.....and I am not always trying to fuck you. Sometimes I just find you to be very very interesting and or sexy.....at least up to the point where you open your mouth....ignore me....or block me.....Then you disappoint me by proving to be so very typical....especially after I have given you the best five seconds of my life....my loss... Friendship not really lookin for commitment. Well maybe not really lookin for frienship either. Damn...what does that leave lol? On the serious, I may only be looking for solace. Perhaps I am looking for someone to hold me (a grown ass man) and help me to feel safe in a world that all conventions tell me, an unconventional man, that I should be able to stand up for myself, suck it up, and be a man, when after enduring all the hurt, pain, and uncertainty that goes along with being me, the last thing that I can do is feel safe and secure and be that conventional man. Someone to hold me and protect me and allow me to grieve for all that was lost in being who I was while allowing me to safely emerge as who I am. someone that will not be afraid to delve into the depths…to remove the countless layers of scar tissue that encases my heart while being sensitive enough not to go too deep to puncture the very thing that I have been protecting…the very thing that I belive can not be uncovered or shared because it will one day destroy me. I have done such an amazing job of protecting it from you that it is now hidden from me. Someone that will try to understand the pain that I have caused and the contempt that I feel for myself for causing it. Someone that will believe in me and hold me ungrudgingly, while I attempt to cry. When all I want to do is to be allowed to release my tears. Someone that I did not know could or would hold me up until I could get back on my feet after all of this. Someone that I can believe in because they see the real me and they believe............
:: Who I Am
I want something more substantial for him than I..... Oh, and is it really so bad that I thought enough of you that I may want to be inside of you....and you are correct...my hitting you is a declaration of sexual intent.... so you are right in blocking me for such transgressions.....smile...... I tend to run from commitment and want what I cannot have. Great sense of humor though because when you are as fucked up emotionally as I am all u can do is laugh. Sometimes I wish I could get lost in your passion forever without knowing your name or ever seein’ your face, because u bore me...but still, I want u when I want u...and nothin’ more. If we could run away from all this shit, maybe, for one day I could pretend that u are my everything and maybe u could pretend that u believe me. And perhaps on that day I would let you in and allow you to hold me…to hold me so close and intimately that maybe you could see a beauty that is buried deep within the confines of my cold heart. And maybe, if u could see this beauty that is possibly buried so deep within me you would be so overwhelmed by love that perhaps u could convince me of its existence. And hopefully on that day I could get so caught up in the moment that I would be just vulnerable enough to believe the pretense that I myself set in motion. And maybe we will both be so happy together, that I may succumb to your love and passion and stay......Nah…lets just call it a fuck and move on lol. Well shit some of u asked. Swallow it or spit it out...It's out of me...cool...Oh, and I don't see nothin’ wrong….. with a little bump and grind.....
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dicsuc101

wrote at 2016-03-06 22:07:41

Simply a lovely man...eloquently meant forged for/by Greatness

armorks

wrote at 2015-10-07 20:50:27

armorks posted comment to this image:
damn baby I would marry you

rb1146

wrote at 2015-09-13 23:15:22

Many thanks, much appreciated

lovehangover2

wrote at 2015-07-10 22:08:57

*** "One of the nicest guys around". (Mr H, sorry for the typo. Peace).

allblkman

wrote at 2015-07-07 05:20:46


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MANY MORE MY FRIEND.

lovehangover2

wrote at 2015-07-06 23:26:38

Sendin' a very special bday to the of the nicest guys around...nothin, but love for ya baby!!!!

juzz_me

wrote at 2015-07-06 18:14:51

hailew

wrote at 2015-07-06 02:53:31

Happy Birthday My Henny!!!!!!

hailew

wrote at 2015-06-30 06:34:28

Few more days til that special day that we were all Blessed with you! Hope it will be amazing filled with more love, peace and joy than your heart hands and head can hold! Love and miss you!

taurean64

wrote at 2015-04-25 02:30:50

You know ill let you lick wherever you want

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