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I don't know where it began. Was it during my carelessness, my eagerness to make him love me? Or was it the journey? The adventure in making him realize that by me loving him he meant something to this world, either way here I sit on this warm summer night hoping that one day he will love himself as much as I loved him.
I wanted him to smile I wanted him to laugh I wanted him to cry tears of everlasting love because that's how he made me feel he gave me the one thing I longed and searched for he gave me happiness in that moment in that time I was frozen in happiness with him just him and I no one else us against the world he made me feel powerful he made me feel unbreakable, our bond was as tough as bamboo his heart was as soft as cotton I saw that side of him, a side people didn't see he was caring he held me when we slept. Those cold winter nights in the alleyways he held me, the long afternoons in the library he held me, the drunken nights by the pier he held me.
His chaos brought me happiness my instability brought him joy, together we fit like a puzzle. The muggings, the robberies was it all worth it? No. My heart was broken but I still love him, I still need him like that shot he would give me every day at 5 am. I'm addicted to you. I never knew love until I met you, until that night that we were both high we cried not because we were scared but because you knew you changed me you looked into my eyes and apologized for introducing me to something so deadly. I looked at you and laughed.

I fell in love with a murderer



 
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Welcome back bew.

 
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Welcome back bew.

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I have a question for you:

Would you smash or pass @ parishiltons ?




 
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Where have you been? It seems you've lost weight?





Is everything okay with you, Israelite?
 
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I see men, feel nothing ...

Never felt better and disciplined

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Hello my future beautiful husband
 
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I see men, feel nothing ...

Never felt better and disciplined

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Where have you been? It seems you've lost weight?

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Is everything okay with you, my nigga?

I'm fine.



 
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I see men, feel nothing ...

Never felt better and disciplined

Some do some don't.

I feel too much
 
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I see men, feel nothing ...

Never felt better and disciplined

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Be nice to me...I'm nice to you.
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I have a question for you:

Would you smash or pass @ parishiltons ?

Who's that
 
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Hello my future beautiful husband


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I see men, feel nothing ...

Never felt better and disciplined

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Some do some don't.

I feel too much

Well Long as you enjoy it, get it.
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Where have you been? It seems you've lost weight?

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Is everything okay with you, my nigga?

7 days ago

I'm fine.

Good! How's your parents car repair business doing or has your drug us and fascination with criminal types impacted your relationship with your family also?
 
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Is everything okay with you, my nigga?

7 days ago

I'm fine.

7 days ago

Good! How's your parents car repair business doing or has your drug us and fascination with criminal types impacted your relationship with your family also?

My family is fine we don't speak much but they're fine the business is good
 
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You're beautiful!
 
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Damn! Dunno what to say about that.
 
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You're beautiful!

LOL...Thank You....IMA go work out, cuz yall 'bout to fight in here.
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Damn! Dunno what to say about that.

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You're beautiful!

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LOL...Thank You....IMA go work out, cuz yall 'bout to fight in here.

I worked out twice today going to bed in a few minute So I can squeeze in an early morning workout

Have a good workout!!!
 
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Where have you been? It seems you've lost weight?

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Is everything okay with you, my nigga?

7 days ago

I'm fine.

7 days ago

Good! How's your parents car repair business doing or has your drug us and fascination with criminal types impacted your relationship with your family also?

7 days ago

My family is fine we don't speak much but they're fine the business is good

How far must you fall before you're willing to humble yourself enough to return home to the people who truly loves you?


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" And he said, A certain man had two sons:

And the younger of them said to [his] father, Father, give me the portion of goods that fall [to me]. And he divided unto them [his] living.

And not many days after the younger son gathered all together, and took his journey into a far country, and there wasted his substance with riotous living. And when he had spent all, there arose a mighty famine in that land; and he began to be in want. And he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country; and he sent him into his fields to feed swine. And he would fain have filled his belly with the husks that the swine did eat: and no man gave unto him. And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired servants of my father's have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger!

I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and before thee,

And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy hired servants. And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him. And the son said unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and in thy sight, and am no more worthy to be called thy son.

But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put [it] on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on [his] feet: And bring hither the fatted calf, and kill [it]; and let us eat, and be merry: For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found. And they began to be merry.

Now his elder son was in the field: and as he came and drew nigh to the house, he heard music and dancing.

And he called one of the servants, and asked what these things meant. And he said unto him, Thy brother is come; and thy father hath killed the fatted calf, because he hath received him safe and sound. And he was angry, and would not go in: therefore came his father out, and intreated him. And he answering said to [his] father, Lo, these many years do I serve thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandment: and yet thou never gave me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends:

But as soon as this thy son was come, which hath devoured thy living with harlots, thou hast killed for him the fatted calf. And he said unto him, Son, thou art ever with me, and all that I have is thine.

32 It was meet that we should make merry, and be glad: for this thy brother was dead, and is alive again; and was lost, and is found."




You don't have to hit rock bottom before realizing you can repent and come home.
 
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Where have you been? It seems you've lost weight?

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Is everything okay with you, my nigga?

7 days ago

I'm fine.

7 days ago

Good! How's your parents car repair business doing or has your drug us and fascination with criminal types impacted your relationship with your family also?

7 days ago

My family is fine we don't speak much but they're fine the business is good

7 days ago

How far must you fall before you're willing to humble yourself enough to return home to the people who truly loves you?


Code:
" And he said, A certain man had two sons:

And the younger of them said to [his] father, Father, give me the portion of goods that fall [to me]. And he divided unto them [his] living.

And not many days after the younger son gathered all together, and took his journey into a far country, and there wasted his substance with riotous living. And when he had spent all, there arose a mighty famine in that land; and he began to be in want. And he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country; and he sent him into his fields to feed swine. And he would fain have filled his belly with the husks that the swine did eat: and no man gave unto him. And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired servants of my father's have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger!

I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and before thee,

And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy hired servants. And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him. And the son said unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and in thy sight, and am no more worthy to be called thy son.

But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put [it] on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on [his] feet: And bring hither the fatted calf, and kill [it]; and let us eat, and be merry: For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found. And they began to be merry.

Now his elder son was in the field: and as he came and drew nigh to the house, he heard music and dancing.

And he called one of the servants, and asked what these things meant. And he said unto him, Thy brother is come; and thy father hath killed the fatted calf, because he hath received him safe and sound. And he was angry, and would not go in: therefore came his father out, and intreated him. And he answering said to [his] father, Lo, these many years do I serve thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandment: and yet thou never gave me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends:

But as soon as this thy son was come, which hath devoured thy living with harlots, thou hast killed for him the fatted calf. And he said unto him, Son, thou art ever with me, and all that I have is thine.

32 It was meet that we should make merry, and be glad: for this thy brother was dead, and is alive again; and was lost, and is found."




You don't have to hit rock bottom before realizing you can repent and come home.
Me and my father don't get along at all.
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