lol at "stay online for hours watching porn busting round after round.... "
but im going on a couple days myself because i personally dont like masturbating myself because i dont wanna get addicted. I have an addictive personality so anything that i do consistently that i feels good to me i can easily get addicted to. (LIKE THIS FUCKING SITE )
ive been hearing about dudes being addicted to masturbation since i started myself a long time ago so i never wanna fall into that trap.
Plus i wanna wait till im horny before i masturbate or have sex from now on cuz my ejaculations are better overall when i wait for my horniness and not just do it cuz im bored
yes when i stopped masterbation i use to do every month or have sex and them nuts use to feel like heaven so you benefit by holding off as well
so its been 3 days since i last jerked off and it feels like its been 3 weeks....I've been masturbating and watching porn since the age of 13 and its brought nothing but pain to my life.....a total of about 11 years....for the past 11 years i have masturbated atleast one a day....and a maximum of 7 times in one day is the most....
Statistics say the masturbation is perfectly safe and healthy....wrong...its a dangerous addiction thats destroys a person's love life, sexuality and ability to emotionally connect with others....
They were times i couldnt get hard to fuck because i use too used to getting aroused by touching myself and using porn as a stimulus....they were times when i would masturbate just to feel happy...it wasnt about sexual gratification anymore.....it became a necessity for me to function as a human being...
Initially, i started masturbating because i was ashamed of my sexuality. I figured i could please my self sexually without any male contact....but the older i got the more my desire and need to have sex with men grew stronger.....Being on the DL for the majority of my life meant that i had to desentize myself from being turned on by guys around me....I want from masturbating for satisfy my needs to jerking off in hopes that destroy my gayness....i went from jerking of once a day at night to busting Before school, during lunch breaks at school and work.... to busting before i go to bed or before i went anywhere to shut the gayness off.....then masturbation was not satisfying me enough...I introduced porn at 16 or 17....i would stay online for hours watching porn busting round after round....
It got to a point where porn was the only thing that could turn me on....and i couldnt just watch porn alone....the porn images had to accompany masturbation....it became natural..
The end result is emotionally and biological damage..I havent been functioning well brain wise for the past two year....i recently went to a neurologist and he confirmed that my nerves impulses weren't firing properly...he prescribed medication but i know damn well what the cause is. I've decided to stop before this destroys my life.
The disadvantages of Masturbation and porn addiction are bountiful (inbox me)....
The top 4 are....
Erectal dysfunction
Withdrawal from society (i would rather sit at home and jerk than go out)
Brain fatigue....you always feel sleepy and no sleep is ever enough..
Isolation and depression....
To keep it short, i need prayers....if you are in this predicament, know that you are not alone...its a dark place to be in...
I know 3 days with any sexual pleasure doesnt mean much to many but it a huge deal for me....I've seen a huge improvement in my life...even people at work have noticed..i even made a new friend yesterday...
The urge is there....My hands are just inches away from my penis and the lube is on my bed...I have a laptop infront of me and i want to watch porn soo bad you have no idea...the temptation is everywhere right now...
PRAY FOR ME!...im not asking for sympathy. im sharing this aspect of my my life so others know they are not alone...
If i could drop to masturbating once or twice a week, i would be very happy....
I'm itching...its not a physical itch...its more like a psychological itch...like my brain is telling me its time to RELEASE some nut....i've been breathing very heavy.
STAY STRONG!....hopefully i've inspired you....
i dont proofread...excuse the grammatical errors and typos....
yea bro you aint lie from growing up i use to wonder why my head use to hurt or i would get really tired, cant think clearly, feeling weak all that time it was coming from masturbation. I used to beat alot when i was in high school too and having sex contributes as well cause both is sexually exhaustion. When i had my girlfriend in highschool i got so addicted to fucking and jerking it was all i wanted to do aswell as jerking to porn. It gave me alot of mood swings i realize i started to have a really bad anger that i never use to have but what i did to break it was just keep active and stay away from the computer. Also take vitamins cause it helps you to get your hormones undercontol and fish oil tablets they really help bring your body back to normal but stop jerking for like 4months and see how good you will feel
i dunno if u saw the video that posted on Facebook of a man havin sex with the little 3 year old girl. the person who posted it mislead u to think it was somethin else, when i clicked it the guy had his erect penis out and the little girl fully exposed.
i clicked off but the reports say he had sex with her on the video.
i was wondering what happened to the guy so i did some research and found that it took Facebook 8 hours just to remove the video
by that time 32,000 people shared the video and more than 5,000 clicked the "like" button. should tell u just how sick our society is if u didn't already know
i found a couple articles (not many) that said they r still looking for this guy, and he is probably still messing with that little girl.
why has this been swept under the rug?
i found that this is not first time Facebook has had issues with child pornography too
why hasn't Facebook been shut down yet?
it bothers me. i feel like there's a money thing involved cause if it was some run of the mill site and not a mullti-billion company who has their hands in everything that $hit would have been shut down
you mean the video with that white dude coming on the little girl n stickig his dick at hher glit.. that was so sick n he should be raped but the little girl was liking it without not know whats going on.....
i love Aaliyah but he shouldve did something else cause only her give life to the song so that means its a little weak plus he got money he could had a hologram of her in the video instead of them background video snaps of her from try again video
Nope; yet water is always good for you, yet if your not a diebetic then this will be good, stay away from beef only eat it twice a Mo. eat large Salads chelf or any kind you like all week, all day until your full try to keep it before 7pm or how every your day work for you just do not go to bed with a full stomach.
Then on the week end treat yourself to Chinesse what ever you like keep away from surgar drinks it add pounds like pop or soda which ever your part of town call them. do diet or fruit drinks and water is a must bruh lol.
keep this up until you get to your point after that just add it to your ever day living, just add nuts fruit Vegies and bake meats but beef is a no no only once in a while cut back on beef and pop.
Now if you have stomack trouble suck in your gutt twice a day while looking at tv or about to go to bed just 5 to 10 min or as long as you can work up to it.
Also put on a good jamming song and dance your ass off. get it; ass off that will help as well with these tip you should do well good luck if any of this kill you don't come running to me ok that not so funny but at less if you run it will help u lose weight......live life don't let life live you.
your absolutely right with the water. I lost 6 pounds just drinking water alone and i was a soda hog so water helps do the trick. I will try the 80- 20 diet plan that your talking about cause i actually heard Kelly Rowland saying the same thing. Eat right for the week but treat yourself on the weekend... but anything else you would like to add that can help...
i'ma just say right now the relationship wit Dean and his boyfriend is a joke.
how is it okay for your dude to fuck around wit other dudes as long as he doesn't bottom? but you're not aloud to fuck around wit anybody? lmao
I am digging this show once I get pass the fem shit but it's realistic and it isn't no petty 15minuted it's nice and long!! Aron and chuck needs to get together and kick his bf to the curve cause he confused bad
Posted: 4 days ago Post subject: whats the honest reason why KELLY ROWLAND isnt BIGGER
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I think she is on her way to becoming a mega star! I'm just glad she never stopped and to be honest it's cause of her skin tone look at the artist on top right now there either white or light skinned!! Kelly is more talented then most of them on top but mainstream won't let her..She break barriers already being dark as well as being the second lead of a group and still managing to have success internationally so she is winning!!I just want her to push more cause the fans see the potential I just don't know if she see it in herself
Posted: 7 days ago Post subject: kelly rowland ft wiz khalifa
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She is doing so good!! i love this song but i wanted talk a good game to be the next single that song is fire but she is really working hard. Dirty Laundry video is done and so is without me. I also cant wait for her GMA concert.. I'm seeing a completely different artist and with that said Im buying 3 copies of the album just because she really been on her game this year #MyFav
what did we say about fat people? anything said about fat people here would be said anywhere because it's just not us who talks about fat people it's everbody because society doesnt like fat people. Even u. youre choosing to lose weight cuz im sure your selection of guys has been slim to none because youve been getting no play cuz youre fat, and nobody wants to fuck u (no offense)
The moral is nobody likes to fuck fat people and that will never change
Shut the fuck up..lol I wonder how long you rip body niggas does be in a realationship!!! Love is love !!tawl niggas just gay for the shell n not for what's inside
So this just kinda fucked me up in the head a lil and i just have to get it out. There's this guy that I've known since middle school and I've always had somewhat of a crush on him. We never messed around or anything I didn't even know if he on that level wit me. But anyway I haven't had much luck with guys out here so I was feeling myself and decided to hit him up on Facebook.( He's always posting shirtless pics smh) I just flat out told him how I felt and he actually wanted to come hangout and talk about it. I haven't chilled wit thus dude since I can't even really remember, its been a couple years since we spoke but I said hell yea bring your ass lol. He ended up staying the night and we hooked up. Now I'm pretty good at picking up vibes and it seemed like he feeling me too. Anyway he leaves I get ready for work and head out. We start texting and he's like I had a great time and all that shit so I'm like OK great well you gonna be mine someday soon. This dude txt me back saying he's been in the mist of talking to someone and he the guy knows he was at my house last night. So I'm like OK and just left it at that because I really don't know what to say. I don't wanna make it seem like he made me dick crazy because that's not the case I generally have feelings for him but that was just a lil fucked up. And I asked if was involved with anyone but of course anyone can lie. Any advice?
It's fucked up that he used your feeling against you cause he was probably like this dude like me so this going to be some easy ass but bro learn from this because dudes out there way worst.You don't need that bro imagine if you was the bf n he was someone else was feeling him and he hit you would be hurt..Just leave that niggga to the dude he talking to n let them have the dra..You gonna get your mr right soon
i like it too.. n that bright dude that got rape last episode dam he could fuck me when ever he want to but i like it n ea the acting a little bad but story line makes up for it.. the need to show some ass atleast
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Any girl who can fight can beat Erica ..my thing is Stasi might have been confused in the argument but she was right to confront Erica cause they were friends before this plus she was whispering about voting her off which was fake.. Then down to the fighting they both got hands but Erica fought girls who didn't really fight back and was smaller so this well be a beast fight but I think Stasi would win
Younger bros believe they are invincible and most are full of girly game. I intentionally seek out the ones with game and I make them like my sex. I make love to them. I do not fuck them. I lay good pipe. I can smash some ass. I do that. Then I turn cold on them. Young bros talk so much stupid shit but when they get some good dick all of that swag and game disappears. I like to hear them begging for me on my voice mail while ignore them. I let them think they were running game on me in the beginning but I knew the dick would change all that.
Do you think I am wrong or they are wrong? Curious yo.
That's messed up n I was actually saying you cute I take it back..treat people how you want to be treated bro no matter what game they try run on you just notice it n walk away..
Posted: 19 days ago Post subject: So my dude took me to BK for the Bday..... Should i be mad?
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I guess you should've said what you wanted a but he did take you out n bought a gift but tell him he need to put more thought into because I wasn't giving dude no ass for bk.not saying he had to go all out but he should've thought about doing something solid if yawl got the money n you mean alot to him. Cause I would carry a one night stand to Bk or what we say in the Bahamas our cutter
I love me some Stasi n I think she has something up a sleeve, Megan, flo, and Erica also but I think Natalie/Julie going to get fucked up at the reunion
This is what happened. We in bed watching TV and his phone rings but it was charging on the dresser so he got out of bed looks at it for while then looks at me then walks out the room and I hear mumbling for like 2 minutes.
He comes back put its to charge again and gets in bed. It rings a minute later and he pretends that it isnt ringing until it stops and a voicemail was left. Then it rings again and he gets up looks at it and gets back into bed.
So then I said to him if I wasnt here that phone would have been answered and he said no it was a bill collector (lie) and I just burst out laughing but I dont press the issue.
When he went to shower I got his phone and ran into the closet and started looking at the recent call list no first I called the voicemail hoping that biitch left a message but he had just hung up after the beep. So then I went to the call history and wrote down his number and checked to see how long they have been communicating but right as I was about to put the phone back he walked in on me and a froze up like a deer in headlights saying crap to try and get him out the room so I could put his phone back without him noticing but he did see it in my hand and asked me for it.
So I now know that "my man" has someone else. I just hope he is using protection. I think when he gets home we have to have that protection talk
Bro respect yourself and don't take shot with no one.Protect yourself and stop being careless cause I come on we are men and you know most gay men just fucking and eating there cake plus having it.Stop letting a nice face/body with a good dick use you bro.. Know your self worth and make these dudes wait and respect you
I checkd out ur profile & noticed that youre no longr a high schoolr...why are you allowing urself to be willn participant in such juvenile antics? If ur so called man doesnt respect you enough to be honest with you, then why are you wasting you time?
It seems you have never loved a man before as you make it seem so easy to walk away. I care for this man and more importantly our relationship had never been defined even though be have "been together" for years. In a way its an unoffical open relationship meaning we never sat down and lay out ground rules but he does what he does on the side without letting me know about it while pretending that I am the only one.
You see he does things that lets me knows I am number 1 and its only when he is careless and slips up that I find out about his infidelities
im sorry but he is NOT your man...he is not cheating on you because you and him are NOT in a relationship. he is not your boyfriend and you arent his boyfriend. you stated that your relationship was never defined so hes NOT your man. he is a dude u have sex with. you have "been together for years" busting nuts...thats all...and u stated your relationship is like "an unnoficial open relationship". which means he doesnt owe you an explanation for the things he does behind your back and clearly he agrees. he cant be unfaithful to you because he doest have the faith to be in a "official" relationship to begin with...
gay men......yall need to stop settling for these ridiculous excuses for these half ass relationships...DO BETTER BOO....so the nigga can dig all in your ass and bust nuts down your colon,cuz u said that he fukd u raw the first time u met, and lodge his dik down your throat but u cant sit with him and discuss the stipulations of a monogamous relationship????
i can do a lil chubby but i cant do fat. plus im gonna influence u to go to the gym and maybe we can end up looking good together and strive to look better for one another
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rihanna is not fucking rnb im tired of these award shows giving her these awards when it isnt her genre which is fucking pop
Not a dam thing wrong with twitter, facebook and instagram but when it comes to adam4adam and BGClive both person in the relationship should delete there accounts out of respect for each other because these sites are sex sites and temptations. Whats the point coming on to a sex site when you have a boyfriend to have sex and hookup with. Its not about trust issues its about respect but some dude want there cake and eat it to that why they stay on these sites
So I guess by y'all logic, EVERY website catering to gays is a sex site? Well the creators didn't create BGC & Jack'd for sex. I did my research. You can even ask the @admin. The men come here looking for sex because they have trouble finding sex offline in the streets. Making a wesbite or app sex-related is very desperate.
But the thing is... having your boyfriend remove their accounts is NOT gon prevent cheating. If they really want to cheat, they will whether it's online or not so you can't blame a website.
Posted: 2013-05-10 13:48:06 Post subject: Boyfriend while on Social Networking sites.
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Not a dam thing wrong with twitter, facebook and instagram but when it comes to adam4adam and BGClive both person in the relationship should delete there accounts out of respect for each other because these sites are sex sites and temptations. Whats the point coming on to a sex site when you have a boyfriend to have sex and hookup with. Its not about trust issues its about respect but some dude want there cake and eat it to that why they stay on these sites